I am new here and feel a little nervous

[Peaceful_Sam]

No bullies here @Peaceful_Sam. You just got upset at people who disagreed with you and how you talked to them, and declared them "bad". That's not fair nor reasonable to the people you have pigeonholed. Trying to make an even newer member afraid of such things is not cool either.

I've been bullied in real life more than you can imagine and I've been through the worst types of bullying. So trust me when I tell you that I really know the difference between bullying and disagreeing.
Not every person who disagrees with me is a bully. No! But when you disagree with me in my kitchen you got to take the heat lol.
And I can feel from your reply that you have something towards me lool. A type of hate, if you know what I mean. But that's okay just stop reading my posts cause they will give you a headache.
And to answer the '' scarring the new member'' part, let me tell you this... Not every person gets scared of advices like you Monsieur l'avocat.

 

[oopswronglife]

Not every person who disagrees with me is a bully. No! But when you disagree with me in my kitchen you got to take the heat lol.

But this isn't your kitchen. It's all of our's house and you were welcomed in and then started being aggressive. I don't have a problem with YOU. You are a victim of suffering like all of us. I just don't like some of your behavior and the way you insult some decent people. If you'd just chill and not make anyone who questions or suggests your enemy, I think we'd get along fine.

 

[wendydong1]

I always wonder how do people get the energy to argue on this forum... I barely have the energy to get out of bed...

 

[Stan]

If we read the original subject in this thread, has this conversation helped the OP (who being notified every time an entry is made in this thread) overcome their nervousness or contributed to it? I know my thoughts

 

[Centerism]

Hey @pacificchance,

I'm glad you're here. This truly is a place where you can feel at home. I now it's a bit scary to think you're on a "dark" part of the internet. Honestly though you have found one of the most loving and understanding places on the clear web. We're all family here. Welcome home.

There are some "bad" people here. You're bound to run into those kinds of people no matter where you go. The majority of people here are honest, caring individuals.

We're all here to help you in any way we can. Just ask And you'll receive honest, open answers.

So welcome family. You're going to make a good contribution here. And I'm here for you no matter what. I love you, unconditionally. And I support and understand you.

So dip your toes into the pool of warmth that emimates from this forum. Enjoy it while your still here.

 

[OverItAll]

I always wonder how do people get the energy to argue on this forum... I barely have the energy to get out of bed...

Hell yes. So much conflict in my life as it is, last thing I want is to see it here. It's fast becoming my safe haven. Please don't argue, guys.

 

[Peaceful_Sam]

But this isn't your kitchen. It's all of our's house. I don't have a problem with YOU. You are a victim of suffering like all of us. I just don't like some of your behavior and the way you insult some decent people.

You will never ever see me attacking or insulting somebody on their own thread!. Never!
The ''decent'' people you are talking about came to my thread and started attacking and showed their disagreement with zero respect. People like that I insult the shoot our them. Trust me!

And to add : My thread is my kitchen.

 

[oopswronglife]

If we read the original subject in this thread, has this conversation helped the OP (who being notified every time an entry is made in this thread) overcome their nervousness or contributed to it? I know my thoughts

Are you referring to me mentioning the claim of bullying here? I think its relevant and I spoke up because the OP needs to know the reality of what people here are like, not get the idea there is a threat of being bullied. It's dishonest and can scare/trigger someone. If I misunderstood you however my apologies.

 

[wendydong1]

Hey @pacificchance,

I'm glad you're here. This truly is a place where you can feel at home. I now it's a bit scary to think you're on a "dark" part of the internet. Honestly though you have found one of the most loving and understanding places on the clear web. We're all family here. Welcome home.

There are some "bad" people here. You're bound to run into those kinds of people no matter where you go. The majority of people here are honest, caring individuals.

We're all here to help you in any way we can. Just ask And you'll receive honest, open answers.

So welcome family. You're going to make a good contribution here. And I'm here for you no matter what. I love you, unconditionally. And I support and understand you.

So dip your toes into the pool of warmth that emimates from this forum. Enjoy it while your still here.

What kind of bad people are there on this forum? Besides trying to sell fake products through PM. I am just wondering what other bad acts I should look out for

 

[Peaceful_Sam]

I might be ugly and nasty, but I am disease free! Lol

You must only see me on my being nice days!

Looool I'm just kidding. Please! Don't bully people please!

 

[Centerism]

What kind of bad people are there on this forum? Besides trying to sell fake products through PM. I am just wondering what other bad acts I should look out for

"Bad" people come in the form of people trying too argue all the time. People who try to push their ideals and murals into us. I had a pro-lifer message me the other day. So you have to know that not only do pro-lifers prowl this site, but there's law enforcement here along with psychologists of people who've outed this forum. So we're not totally safe here.

I have to say though. The overwhelmingly powerful message we carry to the world here in this forum is one of beauty. The people here all support each other. We all understand each other. And we love each other. That's incredible considering the pain we so often experience.

Let's all keep our heads held high. Let's spit in the faces of those who oppose us.

 

[Stan]

Are you referring to me mentioning the claim of bullying here? I think its relevant and I spoke up because the OP needs to know the reality of what people here are like, not get the idea there is a threat of being bullied. It's dishonest and can scare/trigger someone. If I misunderstood you however my apologies.

No, I was not referencing you :-)

"Bad" people come in the form of people trying too argue all the time. People who try to push their ideals and murals into us. I had a pro-lifer message me the other day. So you have to know that not only do pro-lifers prowl this site, but there's law enforcement here along with psychologists of people who've outed this forum. So we're not totally safe here.

I have to say though. The overwhelmingly powerful message we carry to the world here in this forum is one of beauty. The people here all support each other. We all understand each other. And we love each other. That's incredible considering the pain we so often experience.

Let's all keep our heads held high. Let's spit in the faces of those who oppose us.

I thankfully have not encountered that yet. I am guessing that if we do the protocol is to notify the admins or is there another process?

 

[Nem]

Welcome! No worries
Peace/hugs

 

[Peaceful_Sam]

Lol I am gonna sound bad again but I hate being pc all the times.
I forget sometimes that this forum is full of mentally ill and very old people. And I keep arguing with them. Which is a very bad mistake.
Report this reply, sensitive people! Lol

 

[Laststop]

I was desperate to talk to someone when things feel apart for me, and found this forum. You can't tell anyone in your real life. They can't be trusted. No matter who they are. I have no way of knowing if I'll regret coming here. Will the Government one day take over the site, and track us all down? Could happen. But other than that worry, I haven't experienced anything but people in the same boat as me, with most of the same problems, same type past, and they understand. I think you'll find this place worth it.

 

[Peaceful_Sam]

I was desperate to talk to someone when things feel apart for me, and found this forum. You can't tell anyone in your real life. They can't be trusted. No matter who they are. I have no way of knowing if I'll regret coming here. Will the Government one day take over the site, and track us all down? Could happen. But other than that worry, I haven't experienced anything but people in the same boat as me, with most of the same problems, same type past, and they understand. I think you'll find this place worth it.

This forum is good for getting informations. But this place made me hate people more than I did before joining it.
People are super fake and sensitive here oof.

 

[color_me_gone]

I know it is silly to expect comfort and gentleness on the internet and I normally never would.

Isn't it sad that it takes a community of people who want to kill themselves, to achieve a group which loves and supports each other? Something is wrong irl. :(

 

[Frank]

The worst thing about this site is that it loses a lot of wonderful members due to obvious reasons

 

[sanction]

This site is a pure life saver! I just messaged the admins the other day to thank them and show my appreciation. Considering CTB is a super dark, lonely and dangerous journey. This dedicated community made it so much easier to go through such dark times. From supporting each other, to learning about CTB methods and risks, to meeting like-minded people, it is making some of the darkest times of our lives much more easier to bear with. Can't thank the admins and this community enough. Can't imagine how shitty it would of been without this site. My only worry is one day it may get taken down by authorities due to legal reasons. Hopefully not. I recommend other members to also shoot the admins a quick message to show your appreciation, and encourage them to keep this site alive for as long as possible

 

[Mr2005]

I just feel like I am on a dark area of the web or something and feel vulnerable. I don't know much about this place. I was wondering if you could tell me what the culture here is like so I can understand it more before I end up posting serious questions about method. I would like to imagine this is a place of friendly people who are seeing ahead of society and will be unfairly stigmatized but truly have integrity. But I fear it is like those sites it gets lumped in with, the crazy controversial sites seeing that most people here are obviously living yet choosing to come on here. I am curious.

I know you might say, just look around...but, i dunno. I think I am just trying to dip my toes into the water with this admittedly vague post. Any thoughts are appreciated. I just feel like I need to go soon. I am so scared of failure. But also hoping if I am smart I can avoid it. I am currently shopping on amazon for the Exit bag equipment.

EDIT: Also can someone tell me what SN is? I see it around the place. I think i know what N is -- Nembutal. But not sure about this one.

DOUBLE EDIT: Just hearing from some people on here really humanizes this place. Thank you so much! I really appreciate it. This might not be a happy site but it seems like a site with integrity!

Thought you may appreciate my take since you're new here and so won't take it personally. It's a mixed bag you've got genuinely nice people, attention seeking kids, butthurt people who hate the world and sadists that get off on the misery of others. No one can say everyone here is great it's an utterly ludicrous statement. I've only just met you so will give you benefit of the doubt. I guess I'm still here because the pros outweigh the cons.

 

[Empty Smile]

Looool I'm just kidding. Please! Don't bully people please!

I don't. I tend to be nice most the time. I have had a few battles on here, but that was from the other person's stupidity.

 

[Peaceful_Sam]

I don't. I tend to be nice most the time. I have had a few battles on here, but that was from the other person's stupidity.

I understand you! You are not a bully then.
Other people's stupidity is something you can't control.. I have the same issue with people. Lol and I always appear the bad person just because they don't have a thick skin.

 

[woxihuanni]

Honestly, if I see anyone who feels like they are feeding off others' misery, mocking them or are too bitter because of their wounds to really hear what others are saying, I just ignore them. That being sad, I have never known unconditional love before I came here. This is all anybody needs to know.

 

[color_me_gone]

I just ignore them.

Me too! Like water rolls off the feathers of a duck's back, i just let hate, confrontation and bad behavior roll off my back. I say nothing, then the problem goes away.
PS, i will often see the other person's point of view, even if i disagree.

 

[account676]

I'm also new but I learned all of the terminology here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-sanctioned-suicide-forum-guide.9931/
Best of wishes!

 

[Not_Quite_Dead_Yet]

I am currently shopping on amazon for the Exit bag equipment.

EDIT: Also can someone tell me what SN is? I see it around the place. I think i know what N is -- Nembutal. But not sure about this one.

Just read your post now and don't see that anyone answered your question about S.N. No, it is not Nembutal, it is Sodium Nitrite. One other thing...a few days ago there was a good thread about shopping on Amazon. Be sure to go to your Browsing History and delete it, as well as deleting all future browsing, especially if you are looking at CTB equipment. You can find that option in your account information. You don't want a record of that stuff kept and possibly shared. I'll add my welcome to you. I have found the people here to be amazingly supportive.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I found more love, compassion and attention here than in real life. Most people are genuine here. Paradoxically I may already be dead if I hadn't found this place.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

I found more love, compassion and attention here than in real life. Most people are genuine here. Paradoxically I may already be dead if I hadn't found this place.

I relate to this. I'm glad we became friends :)

 

[color_me_gone]

I found more love, compassion and attention here than in real life. Most people are genuine here. Paradoxically I may already be dead if I hadn't found this place.

100% agree.
To the people wanting to shut this site down, let me tell you this:

This site probably saves more lives than causes death.
People who are bound and determined to end their life, will find the resources to do the job.
There is plenty of the same information elsewhere on the internet.
This site is a safe haven for the suicidal.
They can vent their frustrations here, to an audience who fully understands what they are saying.
That is soooo much better than venting to a shrink, who generally dismisses what you say.
I, for one, can say that being here has lessened my depression.
As stated above, the same is true for others, as well.

 

[Read123456788]

I have a method ready to go. I'm just waiting now. But this site has given me so much strength to go through these final months and the site is full of just lovely down to earth people that have no judgment. You'll see it soon enough. Hope you find what you need here xx