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Silently Dying

Student
Jan 27, 2025
101
I am afraid.
I am happy.
I am not sad
I am not alone
I am not ready to leave.

I was so strong.
I had so many friends.
I used to laugh.
I used to have a child
I was a child who needed to be loved.

I am no longer brave.
I am no longer afraid
I am no longer strong.
I am no longer happy.
I have never been loved.
I am ready to leave.

No more tears, no more pain, no more being unloved. No more.
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
621
Is this a goodbye thread?

I hope you find peace soon.
 
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Silently Dying

Student
Jan 27, 2025
101
Is this a goodbye thread?

I hope you find peace soon.
Not yet, but soon. I have a few loose ends to tie up and need to go back to the ocean. Then I'll be ready.
 
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SuicideBooth

SuicideBooth

Member
Mar 30, 2025
5
I am afraid.
I am happy.
I am not sad
I am not alone
I am not ready to leave.

I was so strong.
I had so many friends.
I used to laugh.
I used to have a child
I was a child who needed to be loved.

I am no longer brave.
I am no longer afraid
I am no longer strong.
I am no longer happy.
I have never been loved.
I am ready to leave.

No more tears, no more pain, no more being unloved. No more.
This describes exactly like someone I know/ You may be loved by more than you think, they are.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,204
I wish you the best whatever you decide. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
spenshart

spenshart

Forever in the Abyss
Mar 7, 2025
46
i hope you find your peace
 
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