I absolutely hate how unfair life is..

[Lifeaballache]

I was corrupted aged 16 and it has absolutely ruined my life. I can't stand it anymore.

I see families and older people out and about enjoying their lives whereas I unfortunately will be gone by early next year.

Why did I have to be me? Out of billions of people on this earth. Why me?

 

[FuneralCry]

There really is nothing fair about this life, the concept of life really is such a terrible thing with so many people having to suffer so much through no fault of their own, we do live in a world where everything is determined by luck and chance after all. I believe that it's certainly better to never exist at all, as to never exist means to never suffer and never have any problems.
Even those people who appear to be content now could very likely end up in a much worse situation in the future and all that humans are destined for is reaching a very old age where they will just slowly deteriorate. Life is very pointless and to me could never be worth it. I believe that only those who die are the ones who are really lucky.

 

[toasterbath]

I know like most of the world isn't suicidal why did we have to belong to this the small rare percentage? I keep crying because all I wanted out of life was to spread kindness, have a purpose, and supportive friends and family. But no couldn't even get those basic things.

 

[Lifeaballache]

I know like most of the world isn't suicidal why did we have to belong to this the small rare percentage? I keep crying because all I wanted out of life was to spread kindness, have a purpose, and supportive friends and family. But no couldn't even get those basic things.

Agreed. I just hate how nasty people do well in life yet if the normal good person makes one mistake thats it.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Agreed. I just hate how nasty people do well in life yet if the normal good person makes one mistake thats it.

So fucking true

 

[theboy]

I remember my 16 years
sweet and sinister 16

 

[nolongersuicidal?]

There really is nothing fair about this life, the concept of life really is such a terrible thing with so many people having to suffer so much through no fault of their own, we do live in a world where everything is determined by luck and chance after all. I believe that it's certainly better to never exist at all, as to never exist means to never suffer and never have any problems.
Even those people who appear to be content now could very likely end up in a much worse situation in the future and all that humans are destined for is reaching a very old age where they will just slowly deteriorate. Life is very pointless and to me could never be worth it. I believe that only those who die are the ones who are really lucky.

Your way with words are very philosophical. It would be interesting to know your counter response to Camus' Myth of Sisphysus.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes, I understand how you feel. I know so many good people that bad things have happened too. If there is some sort of God or higher power, I just don't see why it punishes the 'good'. I don't see what great lesson we are supposed to get from it. It all just seems so sadistic.

I can only conclude that either there is a God and it is malevolent, or that there's some EXTREMELY convoluted bigger plan to all this that is just too big for us to understand or, it's all completely chance.

Having said that, I think some of us become convinced we are prone to 'bad luck' and everything becomes personal- 'Just my luck that it would rain today.' When certain things- like weather just are. They aren't there to persecute anyone. We just become convinced the world is against us when more likely- it doesn't give a shit. Obviously though, that's the lesser crappy things that happen day to day.

It sounds like you went through a major trauma in your youth. I'm so sorry. I imagine a person/ people are responsible for this. It disgusts me that there are people so utterly selfish and evil that they ruin the lives of those around them. That sort of thing tragically does seem to be down to bad luck- to be in the wrong place at the wrong time to come into contact with them. There just isn't a good answer that I can think of. It's just so sad. I'm sorry for what happened to you and where it has brought you.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Life isnt ALWAYS fair. Imagine if everyone for what they deserved. a lot of people would die out slowly.

 

[makethepainstop]

I was corrupted aged 16 and it has absolutely ruined my life. I can't stand it anymore.

I see families and older people out and about enjoying their lives whereas I unfortunately will be gone by early next year.

Why did I have to be me? Out of billions of people on this earth. Why me?

I have asked the same question. Kurt Cobain got blond hair and blue eyes and made millions, yet he killed himself. I want to kill myself for lacking those very same things!
WTF is wrong with the universe or even God, Kurt got most of what I want and then could not handle the stress......GOD gimmie that in my next lifetime and I'll try to live to be 100.