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Johnzaga23
Experienced
- Dec 10, 2024
- 230
I barely sleep at nights. Too much stress.
So sorryMy entire depression and suicidal ideation comes from lack of sleep. I wasn't being able to sleep because of sleep anxiety (a type of anxiety about not being able to sleep). To less sleep I got, the more anxious I became about sleep. After a few months of no sleep, I developed a deep depression that I am not able to overcome. Then they fired me from my job beacuse I was in the hospital with depression. Since I was fired, I wanna CTB. So basically I want to CTB because of lack of sleep.
unfortunately i cannot rest even in my sleep. lately i see nightmares that always involve suicide.It's the closest feeling to death, so I embrace sleep as much as I can
every sort of sleep is important, but sleeping 4-6 hours is needed for the body than 7-8 . personally 7-8 hours make my body feel more tired and less productive.I sleep for about 4-6 hours. It's meh.