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thecolourgold

thecolourgold

night night coming soon. ❤️
Apr 22, 2023
100
Every time I get upset and try and can't go through. I don't have access to SN so I'm trying partial suspension.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,830
I certainly hate how difficult suicide is in this world, hanging especially sounds like such a hard method to go through with which is why I admire those who had the courage. Maybe those who succeeded were very determined and possibly desperate, to me they are fortunate to be free from this hellish world where they cannot suffer anymore.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
I'm finding that it comes with time. My will to live is dwindling day by day, partly from just seeing the world around me crumbling. The human race devolving into high-functioning savages. I don't know about you, but life where I'm at is turning into a real dystopian hellscape with very little to be optimistic about. Plus, my method is highly reliable. So, that's giving me more and more confidence. I wish you luck in your journey. I know it's not easy.
 
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Challu

Challu

Life boat
Aug 29, 2022
258
I have the hope that there is a loving God who I can finally be with for all of eternity. Knowing this, and believing it so hard, disassociates me from the life I'm living here. I could finally know who God is, what his thoughts are about me, the truth about this reality..etc. The Bible only gives less than a glimpse about all these things that are waiting for those who love God, so its very hard for me to reason that I should kick around here for 60 more years, when nothing here will ever give me what my soul has been longing for.
 
thecolourgold

thecolourgold

night night coming soon. ❤️
Apr 22, 2023
100
I have the hope that there is a loving God who I can finally be with for all of eternity. Knowing this, and believing it so hard, disassociates me from the life I'm living here. I could finally know who God is, what his thoughts are about me, the truth about this reality..etc. The Bible only gives less than a glimpse about all these things that are waiting for those who love God, so its very hard for me to reason that I should kick around here for 60 more years, when nothing here will ever give me what my soul has been longing for.
Personally I left religion many years ago but I hope the thought of a god gives you comfort.
 

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