ScaredCutter
Twin Turbo
- Oct 16, 2025
- 382
sorry if the title is incredibly wrong to what im sayibg.
at midnight, ive been feeling really shitty, upset, thibking about how i dont matter and nobodu cares about me, the usual lol. but, today i was just looking around things in a server and found smth that just makes me extremly jealous, angry and sad. i feel hatred, i feel like ive been betrayed. all i wanna do is take it out on him but its not even anything bad, literally, nothing bad, but it just makes me recall so many things that i cant handle it.
i dont vwnt to others, even if i desperately so want to, it usually causes issues anyways. i dont have coping mechanisms besides playing 2 online games anf listebibg to music, but thay does nothing rlly.
i feel so frustrated and betrayed.
at midnight, ive been feeling really shitty, upset, thibking about how i dont matter and nobodu cares about me, the usual lol. but, today i was just looking around things in a server and found smth that just makes me extremly jealous, angry and sad. i feel hatred, i feel like ive been betrayed. all i wanna do is take it out on him but its not even anything bad, literally, nothing bad, but it just makes me recall so many things that i cant handle it.
i dont vwnt to others, even if i desperately so want to, it usually causes issues anyways. i dont have coping mechanisms besides playing 2 online games anf listebibg to music, but thay does nothing rlly.
i feel so frustrated and betrayed.
