Discussion How old is everyone?

[Nobody'sHero]

Just wondering how old everyone is on this board

 

[Namelesa Graves]

you forgot to include people that are 18 or 19.

 

[grapevoid]

Wow …so if we can make it to 50 we might have a decade of peace?

 

[Nobody'sHero]

you forgot to include people that are 18 or 19.

hahahah my bad, I just added that option.

Wow …so if we can make it to 50 we might have a decade of peace?

It's like we are destined to be taunted with the prospect of happiness...

 

[Ijustcantanymore]

Gonna be 35 this year. I fucking hate it.

 

[TheHolySword]

too old. old enough. i guess my age doesn't really matter to me as i was never meant to live this long. anything past 18 shouldn't have happened

 

[whitetaildeer]

19, turning 20 in a week.

 

[TornReality]

I'm, 46? I think. I don't know. Lost count years ago.

 

[FishRain3469]

41 and hating every fckn bit of it.

 

[Nobody'sHero]

Thank you for all of your responses, I really appreciate you taking the time to answer the poll. I want to make additional polls so we can hopefully learn about each other more and where we come from, what be believe, what we have done, etc. The questions are still unclear, but hopefully I will get the opportunity to put all of the information I obtain in a single post. I'm happy to have found this place and knowing that I am not alone in my struggle, I have not met many people who I can be myself with and I am glad to have that opportunity here. I send thoughts, prayers and a huge hug to everyone <3

 

[grapevoid]

I'm, 46? I think. I don't know. Lost count years ago.

Me every year.. I thought I was a year older than I am for like 6 months last year. Hahahha

 

[Nobody'sHero]

19, turning 20 in a week.

Happy early birthday! <3

 

[divinemistress36]

Gonna be 35 this year. I fucking hate it.

35 was the age where it really hit me that things werent going to get better

 

[Lo$t95]

35 was the age where it really hit me that things werent going to get better

Any specific reason why or was it just like coming to accept harsh reality at 35?

 

[Orc]

I'm 22.

 

[FrownyFace]

Just turned 24 13 days ago.

 

[divinemistress36]

Any specific reason why or was it just like coming to accept harsh reality at 35?

Ya that and had tried all available depression treatments without success. You ?

 

[Lo$t95]

Ya that and had tried all available depression treatments by none without success. You ?

The whole book…

antidepressants/therapy/psychiatric wards and extended times inpatient. Then alcohol/SH/drugs to get by.

I think it's more acceptance for me that suicide is the path of least resistance - I am too tired to persevere into the future.

 

[divinemistress36]

The whole book…

antidepressants/therapy/psychiatric wards and extended times inpatient. Then alcohol/SH/drugs to get by.

I think it's more acceptance for me that suicide is the path of least resistance - I am too tired to persevere into the future.

I understand me to especially after we gave it our all

 

[kosmischerunfall]

18 sadly feel like being childish is viewed negative by some and i feel like they expect me to act all grown up suddenly

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

18 sadly feel like being childish is viewed negative by some and i feel like they expect me to act all grown up suddenly

Nah fuck that, I am staying childish forever, whether 30 or 40 or 50 or more if I don't CTB until older age.
Life is too shit to live in otherwise and to act all ~ mature and boring as shit and oooo so fancyy with muted af same copy-pasta colors with no originality or imagination or anything fun or unique ~

 

[Nobody'sHero]

18 sadly feel like being childish is viewed negative by some and i feel like they expect me to act all grown up suddenly

I feel like you have to grow up at some point (to a certain extent). That does not mean that your spirit is crushed and you become a boring, tame person... At 18 I was just starting to fuck my life up with drinking and drugs, I'm now 29 and don't do that anymore but I am stuck with the consequences/regrets/time lost/ confusion... I didn't even realize what was going on at the time (not that I know much more now) but I wish I could have avoided "growing up" in that way... I wish I had taken my time to grow up into myself naturally. 18 is just starting out... Really hope you find the peace and acceptance you are searching for. I was looking at some of your posts and it broke my heart. Try and avoid going down the path of destruction, everyone's experience and path is different <3