How many of you wish you had ctb’ed at an earlier age?

[Xena]

This.i am right there with you:(
This.i am right there with you:(

I've overcome every challenge ive faced in 31 years but the last 10 months every part of my life has fallen apart and I don't know how to make it better. Noing now where I still am now I wish id ctb'd 10 months ago. hopefully I'll have the means to go over the next 1 - 2 months.

 

[Swoods]

Been trying occasionally since 17. Wish something would work.