Venting How many failed attempts have you had?

[SadCryingBunny]

I've hung myself a lot, bled out once,oded several times, poisoned myself a lot, and electrocuted myself... I've given myself irreversible brain damage and it doesn't help that I've given myself a life time worth of trauma...

I just hope one day I do die and my misery can fucking end

So hanging was never successful how?

 

[Blueberry Panic]

So hanging was never successful how?

I've been saved 2 times and I fell 3 times ... sometimes I just fail and give up.

I suck at dying

 

[SadCryingBunny]

I've been saved 2 times and I fell 3 times ... sometimes I just fail and give up.

I suck at dying

I'll be doing it from a strong thick tree branch. How was it? I tried it before and almost passed out, felt like going to sleep. It's my only method now

 

[hell toupee]

0.

As others have said, mine has to be a one and done. It seems like most failures come from half hearted attempts or poor planning, or backing out at the last minute.

No matter what method I use, I will be employing a plastic bag over my head for insurance that survival is 0%.

If I had access to benzos or something, I would just OD on those. They wouldn't make me ctb on their own, and they don't need to. The plastic bag will take care of the heavy lifting once I lose consciousness, so there will be no waking up in the hospital or something like that.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I'll be doing it from a strong thick tree branch. How was it? I tried it before and almost passed out, felt like going to sleep. It's my only method now

I've never attempted outside with hanging... I might change that soon