Discussion How many days without CTB thoughts?

[puppy9]

 

[Isadeth]

2

 

[puppy9]

Back to zero, sad very sad.

 

[Nymph]

Literally none

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I'm currently at 0, but I made it through Saturday and most of Sunday without thinking about it. Even though I didn't quite make it to 2 days, it was still nice while it lasted.

 

[puppy9]

Seeing day one soon.

Hope to get at least two

 

[Jumper Geo]

 

[puppy9]

Almost Two. Please get me to three

 

[puppy9]

On to 3 now,, maybe I lost count of time. A bit irritated but kinda okay, I guess

 

[puppy9]

woke up and back to zero again

 

[Puffinz]

0

 

[drwt]

No idea because if I think about it then I only want to die again.

 

[puppy9]

Feeling great.

 

[puppy9]

zero and I hate myself. wanna disappear so bad

 

[self.destractive]

so far so good for me today

i dont know if this is helpful but what do you like to do to distract yourself from thoughts of CTB? ive found that tea, crafts, and being around other people help immensely

 

[Symbiote]

I had a relapse the other day, before then it was 12.

 

[puppy9]

Hellish

 

[Sensei]

Zero. Even when I'm feeling fine, I tend to think of suicide at least once a day. The only time I never think of suicide is during hypomanic episodes, but they're unfortunately very rare.

 

[JW 92]

At the moment it's 0. I have had thoughts since the beginning of November. They have been difficult to ignore!

 

[Deleted member 19276]

Yikes Puppy! It's quite the difficult question for me.

 

[puppy9]

lots of thoughts. Just need to overcome SI once and I'm done.

 

[TAW122]

I don't think I've ever had a streak of more than 2-3 days without thoughts on CTB'ing. I've usually at least have several passing thoughts of CTB during my day to day life.

 

[mimiopo22]

0

 

[puppy9]

Maybe day one

 

[Lefty]

Probably about a week or so. They come and go.

 

[muffin222]

0 so far... hopefully I can someday reach a point where they dissipate entirely for good.

 

[kohaku]

One!!! Probably because I got high and buzzed today but still, it's a win.