How long have you wanted to CTB?

[WinterFaust]

I've been depressed and suicidal on and off since I was about 9?
Had some goals to work towards to distract me but I've always struggled with self-loathing and not wanting to be alive.
This past year is the first time I started actively planning for ways to end my life. I'm 26.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

About 11 years now. :/

 

[wanttodie]

10 to 15 years

 

[TheWalrus]

3 years with 2 serious attempts, hopefully third times the charm.

 

[who doesn't matter]

Since I was 12. I am 25 now.

 

[Deleted member 19276]

Roughly around since 10 years ago. Although, there are a few things I am not counting, such as pre-stages of the illness developing and such.

 

[GrassFields]

After I found out I was sick last year, it did cross my mind initially after the diagnosis. I only started searching seriously a couple of months ago.