Discussion How have you been?

[Dust]

How have you guys been holding up this past year? I'm back in my dark place yet again, I guess I always return here in seek of comfort even though I mostly lurk, kinda feels pointless living life if I always feel like crap. I hope you've doing better than I have, my mental strength to resist these thoughts seems to be decreasing over time... I love you people.

 

[Marktheghost]

I've been doing awful. Nothing's changed in the last year. I still don't know why I haven't killed myself.

 

[HelloAllYouPeople]

Might be leaving soon idk. I'm losing happiness in more and more things. The days are the same. Maybe I'll buy myself nice pizza while I'm contemplating.

I like it here. It's nice to see someone go and everyone wishes them well.

 

[Huntfish34]

Same for me, and Im sorry you are going through this. Same for me with the happiness and losing my passion / drive in things I used to Love.
Pizza sounds damn good though ! ( on a lighter note)

I wish you well too ,

Butch

 

[FuneralCry]

I am tired of living, which is how I have been for a long time now. Most of the time I just look forward to sleep. At least no matter what happens, death will come eventually and then I will be at peace.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I am tired of living, which is how I have been for a long time now. Most of the time I just look forward to sleep. At least no matter what happens, death will come eventually and then I will be at peace.

I wish that I had your prospective to wait until death comes naturally probably in decades though.

 

[HelloAllYouPeople]

Same for me, and Im sorry you are going through this. Same for me with the happiness and losing my passion / drive in things I used to Love.
Pizza sounds damn good though ! ( on a lighter note)

I wish you well too ,

Butch

Eyy thanks buddy! Hope things get better for you. Take care, Butch.

 

[noname223]

Best year for me since several years. My problem is the future. My mental state is very fragile. When I hit rock bottom again I wanna let it go...soon there will be a huge change in my life. Might be the nail in my coffein...

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish that I had your prospective to wait until death comes naturally probably in decades though.

I just tell myself that as a way of coping really, the truth is that I will be unable to stay alive for decades, the life expectancy is far too long.

 

[noname223]

I just tell myself that as a way of coping really, the truth is that I will be unable to stay alive for decades, the life expectancy is far too long.

I think that too. I am now suicidal since 9 years. This cannot go on like this for several decades...I cannot do that...

 

[demuic]

So much emotional pain. I feel that everything is ruined.