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hmnow

hmnow

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Jul 29, 2025
323
If I'd have my choice I'd be found hanging in a hotel room.
But more likely I will be found in my basement because I will likely submit to a sudden urge to do it. And I already have the hook in the ceiling and the rope to do the job.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,845
It could never be matter to me as after all if I no longer exist then this torturous, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake will finally no longer be my concern which is all I hope for.

I just want to be permanently unconscious free from the suffering of this existence that should never be imposed, non-existence is just all I see as positive, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'd only be so relieved to be permanently free from this torturous existence that just causes all this harm, suffering and cruelty.
 
UselessJargon

UselessJargon

Member
May 18, 2026
8
I'd want to be found in my bed. I'd want to look like I'm at peace. Finally.
 
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DarkFriend.

DarkFriend.

Neverending Suffering
May 1, 2022
91
Ideally, peaceful and perhaps with a smug little grin on my face knowing I just got the fuck out of here.

But I'll settle for it at least not being someone I know/care about.
 
Postal1997

Postal1997

Member
Aug 16, 2024
8
Hopefully I'd be found, but I definitely think it'd be such a gruesome sight so at the same time I don't. Just because I wouldn't want to have someone have that image in their head everyday.
 

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