Susannah

Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
530
Do any of you go out weekends? Are you more or less social friday- sunday than the rest of the week. Do you feel better or worse?

I don't really like weekends or holydays. Too many people everywhere, in such hurry, looking happy, making me feel worse.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I used to love Fridays, going out partying, loud music, bass that shakes you, dark somewhat packed venues where everyone just jumps to the music.

All days are the same at the moment, I haven't met up with a single old friend in about 10 years. Or even talked to one,
 
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Roulette

Roulette

???
Aug 31, 2018
145
What does it mean when weekends feel like any other day? Aren't they supposed to be the days you have a ~break~ or something.
Hooray for contributing nothing to society woo
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
What does it mean when weekends feel like any other day? Aren't they supposed to be the days you have a ~break~ or something.
Hooray for contributing nothing to society woo
Break from life? What's new. I live between 4 walls
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I think of people like you and me, and others here, who haven't found this place. Maybe they think theyre still a part of society. And maybe they want society to be more like what we have here
 
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Sharethepain

Sharethepain

We forge the chains we wear in life.
May 2, 2018
138
Honestly any holidays and free days have been a nightmare for me in the past year or so. I have nothing to do and just suffer through the day hoping it will end soon. Its become like that every day though, I haven't been to school in 3 weeks.
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
586
All of my days are identical: I either sleep or waste time.
 
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Jenna

Jenna

Experienced
Nov 21, 2018
234
I wish I could sleep.
 
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EndofMyRope

EndofMyRope

Student
Oct 17, 2018
174
Same way I spend every other day... 99% of the time in bed, on SS, watching TV. It's an accomplishment just to shower and wash my hair these days.
 
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Letting Go

Member
Oct 30, 2018
99
Weekends are so depressing for me that I almost prefer working!
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
Weekends are so depressing for me that I almost prefer working!
I always work on weekend shifts. This provides me with an excuse to avoid family gatherings.
 
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stargazer

Arcanist
Nov 19, 2018
433
Waiting. Waiting for a response.
But also doing chores, eating, sleeping. But really, waiting and keeping my wi-fi, device charged, is all I really seem to do now. I'm just waiting. It's the hardest part. I'm under-employed/basically unemployed, so I'm just going through the motions, until "today's the day."
It can't come fast enough
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
I stay in my room. I dont go out unless I have to for survival of course.
 
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Red star

Red star

Experienced
Sep 15, 2018
206
Same as my weekdays
 
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EndofMyRope

EndofMyRope

Student
Oct 17, 2018
174
My big accomplishment of the day was moving to the living room to watch tv for a couple hours. I retreated back to my bedroom after I couldn't take it anymore.
 
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Susannah

Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
530
My big accomplishment of the day was moving to the living room to watch tv for a couple hours. I retreated back to my bedroom after I couldn't take it anymore.
Sounds just like me;)
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
Alone and bored playing videogames.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
I'm newly unemployed and on disability benefits so I spend 6 days out of 7 isolated and sick in my flat. I usually see my sister and a friend on a Saturday or a Sunday for a few hours. So human interaction for me is practically non-existent.
 
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Susannah

Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
530
I'm newly unemployed and on disability benefits so I spend 6 days out of 7 isolated and sick in my flat. I usually see my sister and a friend on a Saturday or a Sunday for a few hours. So human interaction for me is practically non-existent.
Lots of love to you.
 
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RbnHopeless

RbnHopeless

Member
Sep 19, 2018
50
Just like any other day (unemployed for many years): in my room, lying in bed trying to sleep and not exist, sometimes reading. I only leave the house to walk my dogs.
 
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52shriek

52shriek

Student
Nov 6, 2018
112
For years, I overslept (I have a sleeping disorder) so I'd wake up at 6pm and feel guilty and ashamed. Lately I've been waking up a bit earlier, 11am today specifically, and boy do I miss my oversleeping. As I woke up, I felt so bored and empty, hopeless and apathetic that I've taken a sleeping tablet hoping I could go back to sleep for the rest of the day. At least dreams are entertaining, even the bad ones. That's how far gone I am. I'd rather have nightmares and at least feel *something* for a change.
 
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Susannah

Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
530
Just like any other day (unemployed for many years): in my room, lying in bed trying to sleep and not exist, sometimes reading. I only leave the house to walk my dogs.
That's one of the advantages having a dog. I also have a dog, to drag me out, and of course, being my trusted friend, always eager to cuddle and love me.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Waiting. Waiting for a response.
But also doing chores, eating, sleeping. But really, waiting and keeping my wi-fi, device charged, is all I really seem to do now. I'm just waiting. It's the hardest part. I'm under-employed/basically unemployed, so I'm just going through the motions, until "today's the day."
It can't come fast enough
Are you as old as Dr Farnsworth? Sorry, random thought.but that's like me. Waiting for what though?
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,926
Movies, music, smoke, fap, video games, YouTube, sleep, overeat. Rinse and repeat.
 
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stargazer

Arcanist
Nov 19, 2018
433
Are you as old as Dr Farnsworth? Sorry, random thought.but that's like me. Waiting for what though?
No. 24. Just like his personality. Waiting for a local partner in the mega thread. Cya.
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
20% actually doing stuff that needs to be done (chores)
50% sleeping way too long and contemplating suicide
25% driving off at night and do stupid things. (If my car isn't in need of repairs and if i can pay for fuel.
5% social activities i can't really not do.
 
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