how do you feel right now? don’t even think about it, just type.

[Irisse]

Lmao I'm such a dumbass, I apologize to the mods, I guess I didn't word my suggestion correctly.

 

[lovelydove]

Tired and drained. I don't want to do anything. I just want to sleep.

 

[Spider Lilies]

Tired and drained. I don't want to do anything. I just want to sleep.

Same here. I do actually want to at least play a video game, but I don't even have the energy to try and feel motivated.

 

[fuyuu]

hollow but heavy. my stomach's empty but i can't bring myself to eat

 

[Alex_Was_Here]

Fuck, I'm so fucked. I keep trying to hold on, I keep trying to hold myself together, my fucking brain, my soul feels like it's raging uncontrollably, like it's splitting apart and it's killing me. I can't be alone like this, I have tons of people around me and I can't even be around them. I need to numb this feeling, I need something, someone, anything.

I'll be okay. I'm always okay.

 

[endoftheroad45]

Destroyed. Wanting do die but failing at that too.

 

[fromange]

Lonely. Despair. Don't want to talk to people I have to. Want to stay home tomorrow.

 

[EmptyBottle]

If I may ask, what happened? (U can share in dm or in reply... if u wish)

Lmao I'm such a dumbass, I apologize to the mods, I guess I didn't word my suggestion correctly.

 

[Irisse]

If I may ask, what happened? (U can share in dm or in reply... if u wish)

It's nothing serious, but thank you for your concern anyway.

Basically what happened is that I made a suggestion in Suggestions thread about being able to flip through thread pages faster. I asked if it was possible to implement a small search bar in order to use it for navigation between the pages. So that, for example, if you want to access page 10 of some thread you can just type in "10" in the search bar, instead of clicking the arrows icon ten times in order to get there.

But when I went to see if anyone voted or responded on that suggestion I couldn't find my thread anywhere. I assumed that the mods deleted it, hence why I mentioned being a dumbass and not wording my suggestion correctly.

However, it turns out that my thread was not deleted, because the kind @Namelesa responded. They told me that there is already a similar feature in order to navigate the pages, which I honestly didn't know about.

 

[EmptyBottle]

It's nothing serious, but thank you for your concern anyway.

Basically what happened is that I made a suggestion in Suggestions thread about being able to flip through thread pages faster. I asked if it was possible to implement a small search bar in order to use it for navigation between the pages. So that, for example, if you want to access page 10 of some thread you can just type in "10" in the search bar, instead of clicking the arrows icon ten times in order to get there.

But when I went to see if anyone voted or responded on that suggestion I couldn't find my thread anywhere. I assumed that the mods deleted it, hence why I mentioned being a dumbass and not wording my suggestion correctly.

However, it turns out that my thread was not deleted, because the kind @Namelesa responded. They told me that there is already a similar feature in order to navigate the pages, which I honestly didn't know about.

those 3 dots... mm.

glad it was sorted... also, I feel like a thread may have been deleted without notice from me... learnt to Ctrl + S all of my replies... firefox will not let the site delete stuff off my HDD or SSD.

 

[Jan1193]

Absolutely miserable, a bit "confortably" numb when I don't think so much in nothing, but angry, frustrated and almost dissociated the most of time, just wanting to die, tonight or tomorrow

 

[astaroth81]

I'm completely fucked every aspect of my life is screwed up I'm miserable so much life gone just wasting away trying to find the courage to just do it already I don't know what is stopping me.

Destroyed. Wanting do die but failing at that too.

My worst fear to fail at life and also at death.

 

[qwert3948]

i wish i had someone to be lonely with

 

[nivium]

i feel empty and numb. i feel lost. i don't think i'm doing anything correctly, but i'm so drained at this point i don't really fucking care.

I want to disappear, though honestly I am kind of curious as to what dying feels like. I'm scared of all these difficult choices I have to make in life and it really makes me think if life is worth living. I honestly don't want to be helped, it makes me feel worse, because in the end death is more comforting. I feel like I'm such a loser, I'm not worth helping because I will mess it up, and I will waste your time. I tried making friends so I wouldn't feel so unfulfilled inside but I'm honestly bored and stressed out of my mind with other people, I'm afraid but I dont know what I'm afraid of really, I think these people consider me their friend because I've put more effort than I usually do but it's not enough for me to feel the warmth of another person, it feels like I was never made to feel that warmth because I only feel cold an estrangedaand guilty and sad when I feel another's empathy. I hate myself, I hate how unwilling I am to do things, I somehow did some amount of mildly impressive things but I am too afraid of putting too much effort and failing.I just don't know anymore.

 

[KenDuh]

I'm just reloading the page, waiting for something, everybody is asleep and I'm waiting, don't know what for.

 

[Sunshiny]

Trapped

 

[itsgone2]

I want to disappear, though honestly I am kind of curious as to what dying feels like.

What a great thought. I'm very fearful to fsh, but i like the thought of seeing what dying feels like.

I feel so numb today. All my troubles not spiking my stress levels, so far. I'm more comfortable with my death now. Not sure that will translate into a successful attempt though.

 

[death over slavery]

hatred to my parents for bringing me into this world
hatred to society because it's as fucked as it can get
hatred to my brain functioning since I can't socialize with the current neurological conditions I am in

 

[EmptyBottle]

I'm just reloading the page, waiting for something, everybody is asleep and I'm waiting, don't know what for.

one can click Watch Thread, and get notifications for it.

 

[iamthezero]

the emotional pain is becoming nearly unbearable. I can barely function and mask. I feel like such an idiot for thinking life could be anything other than what it has been my whole life. I will never be free.

 

[Arvayn]

I'm thirsty.

... That's what came out when I typed without thinking.

 

[Grog]

I'm not liked, just tolerated.

 

[iamnotadinosaur:(]

bleuagh

 

[doomedforsure]

frustrated and hollow

 

[AstralMadness]

empty, annoyed. I need to tell something to somebody and i've been thinking about it for days but the moment hasn't come yet.

 

[ScholarOfDespair]

Lost, confused, tired, empty, hopeless, worthless.

 

[SayaIsAwake]

optimistic knowing the end that awaits me but ultimately broken and de humanised

 

[•_still_here_•]

Tired and don't know why or how. Just don't like it here, too many things, too many people, too many voices that speak near. I don't like it. I don't want it. But I can't change it. Wanted to end it, tired it but failed. Thinking of another try but don't know how or where or even why. When I think about it, the answer always comes back as tired. Just tired of it all, which is funny cause I haven't done much of anything yet.

 

[Sewing]

a non-entity

 

[Chemi]

quite nervous and struggling a bit to breathe. been very overwhelmed lately and trying hard not to let panic set in