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Terrible_Life_99
Experienced
- Jul 3, 2025
- 221
Hey everyone,
I would like to know how close you are to committing suicide and how confident you feel about going through with it.
I will use hanging as my method of suicide. I've prepared everything. I should have died years ago. Every day is just torture. I somehow struggle through the day, and then a new day begins, and the suffering continues. I should really use the next opportunity to kill myself, but unfortunately, I'm afraid. I think the fear isn't necessarily that I might fail; it's more that everything feels so strange. One moment I'm alive, and then a few seconds later I pass out, and that's it. I think it has a lot to do with the fact that I'm very sad about how my life turned out and that I haven't had anything good in it.
In the end, I think I have to accept this painful fact and finally hang myself, because time passes so quickly, and the more time passes, the more broken I become because of this suffering.
I would like to know how close you are to committing suicide and how confident you feel about going through with it.
I will use hanging as my method of suicide. I've prepared everything. I should have died years ago. Every day is just torture. I somehow struggle through the day, and then a new day begins, and the suffering continues. I should really use the next opportunity to kill myself, but unfortunately, I'm afraid. I think the fear isn't necessarily that I might fail; it's more that everything feels so strange. One moment I'm alive, and then a few seconds later I pass out, and that's it. I think it has a lot to do with the fact that I'm very sad about how my life turned out and that I haven't had anything good in it.
In the end, I think I have to accept this painful fact and finally hang myself, because time passes so quickly, and the more time passes, the more broken I become because of this suffering.