How close are you to commit suicide?

[lynnschronicles]

As close as I am to figuring out how to get an SN source again (got DMC like a year ago but didn't buy it in time )

 

[peewee]

im hoping in couple of days I have opportunity, but now my si is kicking in that getting close. it doesnt make sense because Im sufferung alot but as soon as i really think about ctb i get hopeful, but i know its the best thing for me. I think i just get sad thinking about how it will affect my loved ones
if I could get SN or KN....I found sources but afraid of a welfare check if i order them as im in the uk

 

[Hangman.]

I will do it immediately when I get the opportunity.