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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

知らないわ 周りのことなど 私は私 それだけ
Feb 22, 2022
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The Truth is Now, Here, the Truth is You. The Truth is Nowhereyou! always has been and always will be. Have you ever not been you? not been here? not been now? Also you can always make the choice to actualize your fears. Fear exist to be dived into, just like levels in New Super Mario Bros Wii (the best one) were designed to be jumped into.

You don't need anything, never forget that dattebayo
 
The Disqualified

The Disqualified

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Feb 4, 2023
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Indeed, it has already come.
I am the Truth.

Fear exist to be dived into, just like levels in New Super Mario Bros Wii (the best one) were designed to be jumped into.
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What is this post? Am I missing something? Haha

I love the sudden reference to such a great game. To be honest, I think I prefer the DS version as it was the one from my childhood. I have fond memories of it...
Though the Wii and Wii U ones are also pretty good.
 
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The Truth is Now, Here, the Truth is You. The Truth is Nowhereyou! always has been and always will be. Have you ever not been you? not been here? not been now? Also you can always make the choice to actualize your fears. Fear exist to be dived into, just like levels in New Super Mario Bros Wii (the best one) were designed to be jumped into.

You don't need anything, never forget that dattebayo
I think you may be dissociating


Why did you choose to use that avatar pic? I think someone here already uses it
(Just curious)


In my dreams sometimes i dont resist when im about to die. I just let it happen and end up waking up in a convulsion because my body doesnt know how to process the feeling of death

Its not that i dont care though, its more like i usually have some degree of lucidity but am just too lazy to try to control my dream

None of my dreams count as nightmares anymore because of this



now, knowing what i just described, could you tell me what level of fear i am at?
 
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NaturalBornNEET

知らないわ 周りのことなど 私は私 それだけ
Feb 22, 2022
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🤣
What is this post? Am I missing something? Haha

I love the sudden reference to such a great game. To be honest, I think I prefer the DS version as it was the one from my childhood. I have fond memories of it...
Though the Wii and Wii U ones are also pretty good.
I don't know, I wrote it mostly for me tbh.

Does the nintendo game have all the differently themed bowsers(?) for each world? That was my fav part of the Wii version.


I think you may be dissociating


Why did you choose to use that avatar pic? I think someone here already uses it
(Just curious)


In my dreams sometimes i dont resist when im about to die. I just let it happen and end up waking up in a convulsion because my body doesnt know how to process the feeling of death

Its not that i dont care though, its more like i usually have some degree of lucidity but am just too lazy to try to control my dream

None of my dreams count as nightmares anymore because of this



now, knowing what i just described, could you tell me what level of fear i am at?
About 6 or 7 give or take. But seriously I can't know, all I can know is this post you've made and my own interpretation of it. And to frame fear as being levelled is, well just an arbitrary framing anyways. Fear is beautiful in that it cuts through all mentalisation when you finally come face to face with it.

What you described sounds interesting though, and very unpleasant, do the convulsions show up in other parts of your life or just in this situation? I can't relate to the lucidity but I sometimes have dreams where I get extremely frightened or enraged within them and wake up screaming and/or thrashing and punching, have had such experiences my whole life.

Also about the avatar, I screenshotted it when reading oyasumi punpun, nothings left such a mark on me than the manga she's from and her as a character, that's all really. I love her.
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

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Jun 4, 2026
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I don't know, I wrote it mostly for me tbh.

Does the nintendo game have all the differently themed bowsers(?) for each world? That was my fav part of the Wii version.



About 6 or 7 give or take. But seriously I can't know, all I can know is this post you've made and my own interpretation of it. And to frame fear as being levelled is, well just an arbitrary framing anyways. Fear is beautiful in that it cuts through all mentalisation when you finally come face to face with it.

What you described sounds interesting though, and very unpleasant, do the convulsions show up in other parts of your life or just in this situation? I can't relate to the lucidity but I sometimes have dreams where I get extremely frightened or enraged within them and wake up screaming and/or thrashing and punching, have had such experiences my whole life.

Also about the avatar, I screenshotted it when reading oyasumi punpun, nothings left such a mark on me than the manga she's from and her as a character, that's all really. I love her.
No tbe convulsions show up Only when i ignore death in my dream

Not that unpleadant i just vibrate enough to wake myself up

I i suspect its because my body cannot process what dieing feels like rather than fear


The first part of your first post sounds like something to do with the worm from stellaris



Had the same avatar. Gonna die soon though
 
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The Disqualified

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Feb 4, 2023
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I don't know, I wrote it mostly for me tbh.
No problem. I found it funny and interesting.

Does the nintendo game have all the differently themed bowsers(?) for each world? That was my fav part of the Wii version.
I couldn't understand what specific game you are referring to.
The DS one is pretty cool in that each final bowser castle at each world has a completely different boss, not the koopalings (the different themed bowsers, but they aren't on the DS version) but things like Petey Piranha, a Big Fish, Dry Bowser etc.
The Wii one has the Koopalings as final bosses of each world. The Wii U version is like that as well from what I remember.
 

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