I just started feeling it extremely last few weeks cause of a trigger of cptsd in last year...been through it psych ward etc and tried everything...made things worse...bad anxiety symptoms, thoughts etc and can't do it, it's non-stop
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DivineSpark
Arcanist
- Feb 9, 2025
- 413
For last 8 years. Anxiety, anhedonia and other mental health problems. Recently, I feel like it has gotten worse, more intense, making me even more suicidal.
ForeverCaHa
Heartbroken Welshman
- Feb 16, 2025
- 409
15 years give or take. Depression and anxiety have been a constant since my early teens, and more recently losing my partner to suicide has done me in.
TheHolySword
empty heart
- Nov 22, 2024
- 1,085
Too long. Probably around 15 years. I stupidly kept trying but I don't have any hope left anymore. This is my last year.
dingokettle3531
Member
- Mar 26, 2023
- 75
Arrival03
Member
- Jan 1, 2025
- 44
FrozenOcean
…oh bother
- Mar 21, 2025
- 76
25 years. Maybe not actively suicidal the whole time but if someone would have put a gun to my head, I would not have fought them.
pauly369
Dying Inside.
- Mar 16, 2025
- 162
Around 18 years now.
It never goes away, even during the times when things are going relatively well on the outside.
Its always lingering beneath the surface to varying degrees.
It makes you feel like a living corpse.
It never goes away, even during the times when things are going relatively well on the outside.
Its always lingering beneath the surface to varying degrees.
Sorry youve got Anhedonia, Ive got it too.
It makes you feel like a living corpse.
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GuppyBoyo
Member
- Mar 6, 2025
- 60
Started around 10 years old and I'm now 24, almost 25. So close to 15 years. Intensity has varied over time.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 41,723
It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I'm sorry you have to suffer so much, for me wanting to not exist is all I know, I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence.
divinemistress36
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- Jan 1, 2024
- 4,240
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