Help Help me end my horrible medical illness already!

[0dysseus]

I have this autoimmune disease for the past 8 years now. In recent years it has become extremely unbearable, I can't take it anymore...and there's only one humane thing to do here.

I thought that since I lived such horrible life (I'm 29) with a lot of pain, then my death should be painless, and as instantaneous as possible.

I am looking at all these methods and they are all bad, or rather I'm horrified by the amounts of things that can get screwed, and gore and pain in some others....

Is this fair to ask which country would be the easiest and fastest to get a pistol as a newcomer?

And hanging asphyxiation (because I dont think I would be able to get a high enough branch anywhere around) how the rope should be? Whats the best rope? Are there some videos?

I have access a lot of access to Fentanyl aqtic 1600 mg each, which is basically a lollipop, but like I have really high tolerance for benzos....

Gosh and I bought two huge cannisters of helium but now you guys are saying that if its only 80 percent it's not going to do the job?

I also thought of buying a ticket cruise, the highest room suit, on one of those mega cruisers, and jump from the rail.

Please help.

 

[0dysseus]

Bump. Please help with these

 

[marleybarley]

I have this autoimmune disease for the past 8 years now. In recent years it has become extremely unbearable, I can't take it anymore...and there's only one humane thing to do here.

I thought that since I lived such horrible life (I'm 29) with a lot of pain, then my death should be painless, and as instantaneous as possible.

I am looking at all these methods and they are all bad, or rather I'm horrified by the amounts of things that can get screwed, and gore and pain in some others....

Is this fair to ask which country would be the easiest and fastest to get a pistol as a newcomer?

And hanging asphyxiation (because I dont think I would be able to get a high enough branch anywhere around) how the rope should be? Whats the best rope? Are there some videos?

I have access a lot of access to Fentanyl aqtic 1600 mg each, which is basically a lollipop, but like I have really high tolerance for benzos....

Gosh and I bought two huge cannisters of helium but now you guys are saying that if its only 80 percent it's not going to do the job?

I also thought of buying a ticket cruise, the highest room suit, on one of those mega cruisers, and jump from the rail.

Please help.

how did you find fentanyl Im having an hard time finding it if you dont mind me asking...Im just like you in so much its hell

 

[0dysseus]

how did you find fentanyl Im having an hard time finding it if you dont mind me asking...Im just like you in so much its hell

I black market of pharmacists on telegram but it's only in my country.

 

[My_name_is_Luka]

if you were in the EU, given your bad health situation, probably the Swiss clinics for assisted euthanasia (Pegasos) would consider you, even though you are so young.
Regarding DIY methods, the only one I have on my list is the gas mask with nitrogen, using a full face mask like SCBA mask.

I have a chronic condition too, although not autoimmune. I totally understand your mental and physical exhaustion, after 8 years

 

[marleybarley]

I black market of pharmacists on telegram but it's only in my country.

awww that sucks:(

 

[0dysseus]

Thank you. I did talk to a Dignitas represetative, but the exorbitant amount of money and the all the bureaucracy and translation needed. Also it takes time and I'm so over this life.

if you were in the EU, given your bad health situation, probably the Swiss clinics for assisted euthanasia (Pegasos) would consider you, even though you are so young.
Regarding DIY methods, the only one I have on my list is the gas mask with nitrogen, using a full face mask like SCBA mask.

I have a chronic condition too, although not autoimmune. I totally understand your mental and physical exhaustion, after 8 years

What's your condition? If I may ask
Where can I find links to all the megathreads?