Have you had damage from an attempt?

[pleasethistime]

broken many bones, lost some lung and so on... right side ribs are permanently fucked up that makes me wanna ctb.

 

[sui2]

I survived a massive Morphine+Rohypnol OD. Got permanent damage in my left foot because of compressing my nerves after a painfull Compartment-Syndrom. I feel nothing in my foot.

I'm not sure if this is allowed to ask, but how much did you have and did they find you too early or did you wake up by yourself?

 

[sui2]

also r u all in the states or also Europe?

 

[NoEasyWayOut]

I broke some vertebrae, my arm, pelvis, wrists bones, and many other bones I don't even recall. Eversince then I always make the security control in airports beep like crazy. Like the song, I AM titanium :D

 

[chrijo]

I'm not sure if this is allowed to ask, but how much did you have and did they find you too early or did you wake up by yourself?

i got 40mg of Rohypnol (20x2mg) and 6g of Morphine tablets (100x60mg). Woke up by myself days later, how many exactly I do not know. Rohypnol has killed all my memories. I guess 3 days but this is not safe.

 

[sui2]

i got 40mg of Rohypnol (20x2mg) and 6g of Morphine tablets (100x60mg). Woke up by myself days later, how many exactly I do not know. Rohypnol has killed all my memories. I guess 3 days but this is not safe.

Would you do that again with a higher dose? Maybe in combination with betablockers and barbiturates or something like that?

 

[chrijo]

Would you do that again with a higher dose? Maybe in combination with betablockers and barbiturates or something like that?

I will never do it again with tablets. That mistake was a lesson to me, a painfull lesson. Never use tablets for suicide, thats my opinion now :-)

Next time I plan to do it intravenous with a venous cannula.

 

[sui2]

I will never do it again with tablets. That mistake was a lesson to me, a painfull lesson. Never use tablets for suicide, thats my opinion now :-)

Next time I plan to do it intravenous with a venous cannula.

You mean also the tablets? Make them fluid and then give you an infusion? Aren't you scared that there could be a chemical reaction already in the infusion?

 

[sui2]

I will never do it again with tablets. That mistake was a lesson to me, a painfull lesson. Never use tablets for suicide, thats my opinion now :-)

Next time I plan to do it intravenous with a venous cannula.

Also do you think you can put it in your arm by your self or do you know someone to put it there?

 

[John Smith]

I broke some vertebrae, my arm, pelvis, wrists bones, and many other bones I don't even recall. Eversince then I always make the security control in airports beep like crazy. Like the song, I AM titanium :D

was this from a jump attempt? if so how high approximately?

 

[chrijo]

Also do you think you can put it in your arm by your self or do you know someone to put it there?

I´m a Paramedic. I have hundreds inserted in other arms :-)

I will use Heroin and many Insulin. The Insulin in a Infusion and the Heroin in a syringe. If my heart not stop beating from heroin, than the Insulin will go his way and do it. Hopefully.

 

[KatieW]

Anyone damaged by helium gas and exit bag?

 

[sui2]

I´m a Paramedic. I have hundreds inserted in other arms :-)

I will use Heroin and many Insulin. The Insulin in a Infusion and the Heroin in a syringe. If my heart not stop beating from heroin, than the Insulin will go his way and do it. Hopefully.

Why don't put the heroine in an infusion too? I mean the biggest syringes you can get is 20ml or maybe 50ml, if the heroine isn't clear enough let's say 10%, how will you put enough heroine in the syringe? The infusion could also work in an infusion or not? The filters in the infusion won't stop from flowing or am I wrong theoretically?

 

[sui2]

Anyone damaged by helium gas and exit bag?

The problem with helium is that you need to pass out directly, otherwise you panic, but that's a pretty interesting question, did someone survive that?

 

[chrijo]

Why don't put the heroine in an infusion too? I mean the biggest syringes you can get is 20ml or maybe 50ml, if the heroine isn't clear enough let's say 10%, how will you put enough heroine in the syringe? The infusion could also work in an infusion or not? The filters in the infusion won't stop from flowing or am I wrong theoretically?

10ml syringe is enough, i think so. I need/want fast flodding from heroin to the brain, thats not possible in a infusion. But you are right, i could do it in the Infusion :-)

 

[crova]

Anyone damaged by helium gas and exit bag?

Yes, there ware few reports online. this one:
https://www.healio.com/psychiatry/j...r-old-man-with-a-suicide-attempt-using-helium

Helium + oxygen mask = failure

 

[stellabelle]

I've got 28,000 in debt

I will have to file bankruptcy over it

 

[Taylored]

Vison loss

 

[Ayeitsalaska]

almost died from acute liver failure from a tyelonol overdose . first time i lost conciosuness within a few hours and was peaceful with some violent vomiting. then second time took a knock off brand and it wasnt peaceful but i almost died of acute liver failure. my liver is pretty fucked but im still functioning normally lol

 

[NoEasyWayOut]

was this from a jump attempt? if so how high approximately?

Yep, it was from about 15 meters, not really well planned. Don't even remember the moment of jumping as I was half asleep

 

[Roberto]

500mg valium & a lot of antidepressants (i can't remember which ... may be was trazodone) and alcohol. Some days sleeping and a week or so in a psychiatric hospital. No damage.

 

[Need-a-Place]

Scars and some nerve damage. Maybe a small amount of brain damage? I was at a point where none of my organs were receiving enough oxygen including my brain. I've been short tempered and irritable since then.

Also, ever since I almost died, I have vivid dreams every night that feel like hours/days pass. And oddly enough, they're continuous. As in, if I wake up and check the time, then go back to sleep, my dream continues from the same point. That personally unnerves me because it feels unnatural. As a kid I used to try and "continue" dreams after waking up and never could do it. Now it just happens, like pausing a fucking movie or something.

 

[Mort]

Try to take my life with pills a few years ago but sum one found me but not before i lost a kidney i completely fry it the other was not to good of shape to mind you its helping this time around tho ;)

 

[Thisisme373]

I have a long scar across my neck

 

[chazmataz]

I had a very near partial attempt where I fell unconscious (don't know for how long) and woke up in a pool of my own urine. SI must have kicked in and forced the door open to free the ligature. Had red spots all over face and neck and nasty scar. Was scared that I had done serious damage but only lasting effects are bad memory and ringing in the ears.

 

[chrijo]

I had a very near partial attempt where I fell unconscious (don't know for how long) and woke up in a pool of my own urine. SI must have kicked in and forced the door open to free the ligature. Had red spots all over face and neck and nasty scar. Was scared that I had done serious damage but only lasting effects are bad memory and ringing in the ears.

So sorry to hear that, i think you was very close to death. Sounds awful and surviving is always traumatic. I hope you feel better now.

 

[justabouttobedone]

Brain damage from olanzapine overdose two months ago. I cannot focus on things and cannot learn or remember anything. I am trying to enter another college because i fucked up in the prior one but i cant learn or memorize anything because of the damage. I am starting to lose my hope on recovery.

 

[pleasethistime]

Brain damage from olanzapine overdose two months ago. I cannot focus on things and cannot learn or remember anything. I am trying to enter another college because i fucked up in the prior one but i cant learn or memorize anything because of the damage. I am starting to lose my hope on recovery.

hey. sorry for you. how much did you take? did you od intentionally or doctors give it to you?

 

[justabouttobedone]

hey. sorry for you. how much did you take? did you od intentionally or doctors give it to you?

It was an unplanned and impulsive attempt. I just got 280 mg (one box) of rexapin and 2800 mg (also one box) of Misol. I stayed at hospital for two days. But let me tell you an important thing: It is absolutly painless! I just slept over wake up in the hospital without feeling pain or vomiting. If I attempt again I will do it again with a higher dose (at least with 5 box of rexapin) of olanzapine. It is undoubtly the most peaceful way to go.
Edit: Also I felt high as fuck after waking up for a day long. It was vividly awesome lol.

 

[pleasethistime]

It was an unplanned and impulsive attempt. I just got 280 mg (one box) of rexapin and 2800 mg (also one box) of Misol. I stayed at hospital for two days. But let me tell you an important thing: It is absolutly painless! I just slept over wake up in the hospital without feeling pain or vomiting. If I attempt again I will do it again with a higher dose (at least with 5 box of rexapin) of olanzapine. It is undoubtly the most peaceful way to go.
Edit: Also I felt high as fuck after waking up for a day long. It was vividly awesome lol.

i have olanzapine, i use rarely but i dont think it will work for ctb.