Hanging Is Scary

[scp4514]

I put the noose around my neck and I lean into it, immediately feeling the pressure build in my head, and it's scary. I back out within seconds before even getting lightheaded, because I don't need to test it. I already know it'll work.

I've made a death machine in my home with just a rope, and it scares me. I don't know if I can commit to this.

 

[interna]

don't do anything you're not ready for, you can't come back from death. hugs

 

[gwnn__]

I put the noose around my neck and I lean into it, immediately feeling the pressure build in my head, and it's scary. I back out within seconds before even getting lightheaded, because I don't need to test it. I already know it'll work.

I've made a death machine in my home with just a rope, and it scares me. I don't know if I can commit to this.

If hanging is that scary to you, give yourself more time to think this through, maybe find some other method.

 

[scp4514]

I'm pretty set on the method. I can't think of a better one. It's the reluctance I feel to die, even though I have nothing to live for.

 

[Bishop]

Welcome to survival instinct.

 

[scp4514]

Thank you all for being here for me during this dark time in my life. I'm grateful to have met this community.

 

[Sammystink]

I tried hanging several times now, and the fear was intense, had a panic attack for like 30 minutes after my first attempt with it..
If it's scaring you, you should really reconsider it.. Maybe just spend awhile thinking it over..

 

[scp4514]

How did you fail so many times? Were you doing it in a half-hearted way?

 

[dirkw83]

Yes it's very scary, when I tried full suspension hanging and I was putting the noose around my neck. I just knew that I couldn't do it. I don't understand that other people can do it, it's the scariest thing in the world to me. When I had that noose around my neck, I took it off quickly because I was even scared that I'd accidentally kick the chair. I tried also partial hanging, it's much less scary but I don't know how to kill myself with it.