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lifeispain0216

lifeispain0216

Member
Jul 23, 2023
51
for partial suspension hanging would you recommend using my (metal) shower rod or doorknob+thrown over door? I have concerns about both mostly them moving/breaking. noise isnt a huge concern since my ex should be at work.

small vent at the end here since i cant make separate post:
my ex keeps talking about all the people they have dates with and i literally can't wait for them to get off their lunch and get back to work. i need to ctb asap cuz i cant take this anymore.

thanks!
 
Walilamdzii

Walilamdzii

Mage
Sep 19, 2021
585
If your shower rod is anything like mine, they don't take a lot of weight. Do you have a photo of what it's like? Maybe the doorknob is more sturdy.
 
lifeispain0216

lifeispain0216

Member
Jul 23, 2023
51
I don't have a photo but I tested it a bit and its a bit wobbly so i think ur right. thank u!
 
Walilamdzii

Walilamdzii

Mage
Sep 19, 2021
585
I don't have a photo but I tested it a bit and its a bit wobbly so i think ur right. thank u!
I thought my curtain rail might be an option for an anchor point but it started to bend as soon as I put some weight on it with my arm... it's frustrating.
 
DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
318
I will never understand why people go down the path of CTB and then make the most stupid choice possible. The shower rod wont hold your weight since its not designed for that. If it will hold you, it will only do that for a couple of minutes then it will most likely snap and you will end up with permanent brain damage. Don't do this to yourself.
 
lifeispain0216

lifeispain0216

Member
Jul 23, 2023
51
I will never understand why people go down the path of CTB and then make the most stupid choice possible. The shower rod wont hold your weight since its not designed for that. If it will hold you, it will only do that for a couple of minutes then it will most likely snap and you will end up with permanent brain damage. Don't do this to yourself.
theres no need to be mean...
 
MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,231
sorry you're going through this. do you still live with your ex?
 
MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,231
i'd really hate to see you rush a ctb over an asshole :( i suppose you don't have any other place to stay?
 
girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
456
i failed the hanging because the noose aka belt slipped from between the door and the frame, so... and now the doors are crooked
 
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Bluebunnysky

Member
Jan 15, 2023
72
theres no need to be mean...
I mean this is serious stuff we're talking about here with horrifying consequences if the ctb isn't executed properly. Crude but to the point comments are a good thing imo
 
day

day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
658
Could attempt to get a hotel or motel with handicap accessibility. These rooms have super stable rails meant to help the disabled get around and they shouldn't snap under your weight.
 
lifeispain0216

lifeispain0216

Member
Jul 23, 2023
51
Could attempt to get a hotel or motel with handicap accessibility. These rooms have super stable rails meant to help the disabled get around and they shouldn't snap under your weight.
i dont have any money for a hotel or motel unfortunately
i'd really hate to see you rush a ctb over an asshole :( i suppose you don't have any other place to stay?
i dont and i dont have any money. i was already suicidal before but now its completely encompasses.
 
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pinkribbonscars

She’s lost control
Oct 7, 2021
148
This is why I decided against partial suspension. Yeah full drop is more painful but it seems far more effective. I'm going to be testing my current anchor point shortly and if it seems too risky I'm using a tree in the woods
 

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