I ended up having a really nice day and yet I still know suicide is what I truly want. Does anyone else feel the same?
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Had a tough week. I had a really difficult certification to do. Completed it yesterday. Should be happy today. Should be really happy. Not really.
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Yes,and it's so disheartening. I can spend the whole day feeling pretty ok or even with a glimpse of happiness. Then it all comes crashing down and the weight and the blackness is un- escapable. I don't know if that is a word.
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yeah, was feeling a period of contentedness and then ended up back here. I feel so pathetic.Similar threads
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