SadCryingBunny
Experienced
- Apr 10, 2025
- 210
I just want to fucking Exit this society, I'm 28 soon. I've got another 30 or 40, maybe 50 years on this planet before I'm diagnosed with a terminal disease that will kill me slowly over many months or put in a nursing home. I just want to go now. Sigh. My method is Nitrogen gas, however I'm struggling to pass out and will be using sleeping pills to assist. Can somebody please link me to users who've successfully passed using this method. More data would be appreciated. Maybe online videos recorded of live videos of the process or photos of the aftermath. I want to see what the dying process is really like so I'm used to it. I'm nervous and afraid. I will be dying out in the ocean or on an Island or hidden wedged between rocks at a very very far away remote island/beach. I will be using a Jet Ski to reach the island/rocks or lying on a large inflatable dingy attached/towed by the jet ski if I decide to disappear in the ocean instead of the rocks. I will drive 30km + off shore, water swells can reach several meters high, so I will 100% be flipped over after I'm deceased. There are timed clips that can unlock after a certain amount of time to disconnect the Jet Ski from the inflatable raft to increase the likelihood of being ejected overboard during high waves or disappearance if I ain't flipped. If I choose the rocks/island, I will likely be found after a few weeks following the water police search and be autopsied which I don't mind after such a long time. My organs won't be harvested as I would've been dead for a long time and I am not afraid of an autopsy on a not so fresh corpse as I feel my soul if there is one, would've been separated from my body for a long time therefor my body would just be foreign to it.
