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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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So, I'm having to struggle with having several grams of benzos and knowing that combining it with alcohol will likely not give the wanted outcome. I cannot come around to find morphine pills - I've read combining morphine or another synthetic opiod with benzos and drink will likely do the job.

I've read stories about people making poppy tea and sleeping forever from it. I'll have access to a nice big garden soon enough and I'm planning on spreading a whole bunch of poppy seed, so that next year I'll have a little field that I can start collecting opium from. It seems that the milky latex contains 10-15% morphine, along with theabines and codeine too.

So, if I were to collect more than 10 grams of this milky latex and combine it with a bunch of anxiolytics and some booze - should I be succesful? I know the content of morphine can vary wildly from plant to plant, but hey.. There should still be SOME risk involved whatever you choose, no?

I am opiod naĂŻve. Wondering what your opinions may be. LMK.
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

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Jun 4, 2026
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Probly easier to distill cyanide from cherry pits if youre making tea anyway
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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Probly easier to distill cyanide from cherry pits if youre making tea anyway
Cyanide is a terrible way to go though. And why would it be easier? Growing a poppy and cutting into it to collect the latex and then drying it doesn't seem hard, at all.
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

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Jun 4, 2026
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Cyanide is a terrible way to go though. And why would it be easier? Growing a poppy and cutting into it to collect the latex and then drying it doesn't seem hard, at all.
Is it? Thought it was like any othrr poison

And idk. Poppies are harder to get ig
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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Is it? Thought it was like any othrr poison

And idk. Poppies are harder to get ig
Poppy is not hard to get, at all. I ordered Papaver Somniferum L seeds, about 100 grams of them, from a local headshop. Ready to go.

And if you thought cyanide is like 'any other poision', think again. Most poisons anyway will make your body go absolutely mental. I've read about different poisonous plants and your body does not enjoy taking them in. It will result in a very nasty few minutes, at least.

I'm a complete pussy. I just want to go to sleep. :D
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

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Jun 4, 2026
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Idk man. Those kids in the previous cult seemed to be ok downing cyanide with koolaid

If you sedate yourself with absinth and some edibles im sure it wont hurt much
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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Idk man. Those kids in the previous cult seemed to be ok downing cyanide with koolaid

If you sedate yourself with absinth and some edibles im sure it wont hurt much
Those people did NOT pass peacefully. I don't care what you say. If you've seen the aftermath, it's a messy endeavour.

But hey, you do you. I'm not stopping ya. I'm just confident that it won't be for me, for reasons aforementioned.
 

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