Got caught

[readybready]

Got caught self harming myself by asphyxiation. Luckily they didn't send me away, but now my family is keeping me under watch.
They thought they could trust me. I ruined their trust.
I convinced them that it was just self harm and not an actual suicide attempt, but the remorse is so strong. I've been fucked for the entire day.

 

[WallsClosingInn]

sorry to hear that,i felt remors so many time i lost cound...its not an easy felling.hope you get past it

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

Get some rest, you deserve it.

 

[c824767]

They do not want to hear what is bothering you. They want to keep you under supervision and the assumption is you will get better. Is that a symptom of social constructs taking the easy way out and being blinkered and blindfolded to the truths of existence?