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NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
I have my SN all poured out and in 15 minutes the wait time for it dissolve will be done. Thank you SASU.

Please wish me luck in the next part of my journey.

My time has come, and I am so ready and at peace with this decision. I am not as nervous as I expected to be, I was feeling so anxious before but now that the time is here to actually drink the SN, it has subsided. I am more so excited than anything. I am ready to finally end this suffering. I cannot overcome depression, loneliness, and the loss of potential and opportunity. It's over, it is time.

I'll be honest. I don't want to make a long drawn out goodbye. More so, a thank you. I actually found this site after failing to take my life with N2. I started to search more about why it failed and what adjustments I could perhaps make and I stumbled upon this site through my google searches when I came across a nitrogen thread and doing it in a tent. Along the way, I found out about SN and I was so happy. All the money I spent trying to get the N2 method to work, and having it fail...I felt so hopeless. This site didn't just give me hope, but eternal peace. Thank you SASU.
 
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depressedinsomniac

depressedinsomniac

Student
Dec 29, 2024
123
i hope you find peace....will you be updating this post?
 
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2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,370
I have my SN all poured out and in 15 minutes the wait time for it dissolve will be done. Thank you SASU.

Please wish me luck in the next part of my journey.

My time has come, and I am so ready and at peace with this decision. I am not as nervous as I expected to be, I was feeling so anxious before but now that the time is here to actually drink the SN, it has subsided. I am more so excited than anything. I am ready to finally end this suffering. I cannot overcome depression, loneliness, and the loss of potential and opportunity. It's over, it is time.

I'll be honest. I don't want to make a long drawn out goodbye. More so, a thank you. I actually found this site after failing to take my life with N2. I started to search more about why it failed and what adjustments I could perhaps make and I stumbled upon this site through my google searches when I came across a nitrogen thread and doing it in a tent. Along the way, I found out about SN and I was so happy. All the money I spent trying to get the N2 method to work, and having it fail...I felt so hopeless. This site didn't just give me hope, but eternal peace. Thank you SASU.
I hope everything goes smoothly and that you'll find peace 🫂❤️
 
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BringMeToLife

BringMeToLife

I'm stuck in here
Apr 13, 2023
219
Good luck, please, find peace
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
204
good luck and godspeed, friend! hoping your final moments are comfortable, and that you ultimately find peace. :)
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Peace on your journey <3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,962
I hope you find the freedom from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
474
leave well
 
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FrownyFace

FrownyFace

Is it suicide or sabotage you think
May 15, 2024
42
No
I have my SN all poured out and in 15 minutes the wait time for it dissolve will be done. Thank you SASU.

Please wish me luck in the next part of my journey.

My time has come, and I am so ready and at peace with this decision. I am not as nervous as I expected to be, I was feeling so anxious before but now that the time is here to actually drink the SN, it has subsided. I am more so excited than anything. I am ready to finally end this suffering. I cannot overcome depression, loneliness, and the loss of potential and opportunity. It's over, it is time.

I'll be honest. I don't want to make a long drawn out goodbye. More so, a thank you. I actually found this site after failing to take my life with N2. I started to search more about why it failed and what adjustments I could perhaps make and I stumbled upon this site through my google searches when I came across a nitrogen thread and doing it in a tent. Along the way, I found out about SN and I was so happy. All the money I spent trying to get the N2 method to work, and having it fail...I felt so hopeless. This site didn't just give me hope, but eternal peace. Thank you SASU.
No matter what has happened in the last hour, I hope you are ok ❤️ RIP, and I'm sorry life wasn't better to you.
 
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gothbird

gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
494
Thank you for sharing your truth so openly. Wherever you're heading now, I hope it is as soft as starlight.

You've traveled through so much darkness and yet you kept searching.

As you step beyond this orbit, know that your presence left something behind. A glow. A path someone else might follow when they're lost in the same night sky.

May this next part of your journey be weightless. May the ache finally lift. May you become something vast and unburdened—stardust, drifting free beyond the noise.

Goodbye, traveller.
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
I'm really sorry that life brought you to this point, but I understand and empathize with your struggles.

I hope where ever you've ended up, you're in a much better place and that you will never know pain, isolation and suffering again. I wish you endless peace and serenity. You deserve it.

Rest in peace ❤️🕊️
 
Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
You never get used to the feeling that comes with threads like this, but you always hope that person found peace either here or beyond.

Dale señor el descanso eterno, brille para ella la luz perpetua.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
All the best of luck in your journey, wherever that may lead you. Peace be with you.
 
SmokingCivet

SmokingCivet

Member
Mar 30, 2025
45
You've been a very kind soul in this forum. I hope you're at peace if you did ingest, and if you decided not to I hope you know we all care about you. Best of luck
 
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