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bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
176
All I can do is hope for the best and a peaceful end ❤️ I appreciate the concern though

I woke up around 18 hours after
how do you know it's pure or not nitrate? that's a long time and especially considering you took the 'correct' amount
 
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SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
52
how do you know it's pure or not nitrate? that's a long time and especially considering you took the 'correct' amount
I'm 76kg and took 22g as stans guide suggests
I'm quite scared, would someone mind calling me on discord?
You can record for the site if you want
 
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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I'm sorry that your attempt didn't work and that you feel disappointed! Someone else here on this forum recently failed an attempt with 22g potassium nitrite, I believe. Although not the same substance, the mechanism is the same.
 
bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
176
I'm 76kg and took 22g as stans guide suggests
I'm quite scared, would someone mind calling me on discord?
You can record for the site if you want
do you mind me asking what you're scared about?
 
SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
52
do you mind me asking what you're scared about?
I am scared of death, I don't know what's on the other side if anything, I hope reincarnation is real but it doesn't make a lot of sense
 
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
267
I am scared of death, I don't know what's on the other side if anything, I hope reincarnation is real but it doesn't make a lot of sense
This is completely understandable and exactly how I feel. I think most people will be at least a little bit afraid unless their feelings have become completely numb.
 
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SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
52
I drank it fuck fuck
Goodbye friends
 
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AmberianDawn

AmberianDawn

Member
Jun 9, 2024
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I hope you don't feel pain, I wish you a peaceful and calm journey 🫂
 
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unnamed2

Member
May 1, 2024
52
Hope you found peace.
You're brave.
 
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failedone

failedone

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Jan 29, 2024
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I hope you have found the peace you were looking for...Send you all my love:heart:
 
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norkz

norkz

Member
Jun 28, 2024
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Goodbye sweetie I hope you find peace, you deserve it 💖
 
Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Student
Mar 18, 2024
110
Hope your journey to the peace you crave is gentle. Hug your dog!
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,320
22 g? PPH says 25 g. if i do this method it's 30g for me in 70 ml water and meto ondesatron
tron.

but something seems off to me. imo even 22 g sn would work with no antiemetics and vomiting. imo not pure enough SN .old or expired SN or nitrate or measured wrong or not properly stored SN . if some SN is 5 years old and left in light heat or humidity and expect it work without knowing manufacture date and certificate of analysis is assuming too much.
 
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Minsu

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Jan 17, 2023
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I think it didn't work in the first attempt because of no antiemetics. Everyone says that they're very essential for ctbing.

Hope you're not suffering now and are in peace sweetie ❤️
 
seraph189

seraph189

Member
Jul 28, 2024
23
I found this forum today, whilst googling methods for my own CTB. Keep coming back to this thread to see if you reply.. I hope you are okay, or passed by peacefully ❤️
 
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Placo

Placo

Global Mod
Feb 14, 2024
699
Wow, what courage, two attempts in such a short time, determination to be envied, almost no hesitation.

All bad things must come to an end, I hope this is your case.
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
238
Safe travels, hope you find what you were looking for on the other side.
 
Sylveon

Sylveon

...Anomaly
Oct 10, 2023
485
Man, this is so depressing; I can't imagine being in so much pain as to attempt it twice in such a short span of time.

I pray that they're in a better place now; no one should have to go through any of this.
 
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