Goodbye ❤️

[YosemiteGrrl]

@SleepingBliss Are you still with us?

 

[QueenInsomnia]

Well friends, I am at my spot and I have my sn mixed, I have more water and sn solution just incase too, 50ml is a lot less than I expected. Now I just need to get over si and anxiety. I'm going to take a bunch of my melatonin and wait for it to start kicking in and then I'm out.

Thank you for everything you've given me and for all the lovely people I talked to on my short time here. I love you all

I'll be replying/answering questions for a bit before and I'll try keep everyone up-to-date.

Below is my ragtag setup for measuring and where I will have my final moments. Labels removed from sn for privacy source reasons.

It's ironic that the scales I purchased are even called 'salter'

Beautiful location, I love the woods, it definitely has "returning to nature" vibes. I hope it brings you peace and tranquility in your final moments here on earth. May whatever happens after this be beyond your wildest dreams. Safe travels, my friend.

 

[outrider567]

I've taken it, there's no going back now I'll see you on the other side
It burned a little, smelled a bit like chlorine but I had a sweet after to get rid of the taste

Rest in Peace

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Peace to you<3

 

[Tiberius85]

I love the spot you selected. Going back to where we all come from: nature. You'll just move from this human, conscious life back to being a simple part of nature. Beautiful.

 

[weightoffmychest]

rest easy

 

[Bear1234]

A little late, but much love and really hope you passed peacefully to the other side <3

 

[Minsu]

Hope you're in peace now

 

[rosepanda]

Wishing you a peaceful passing

 

[Kurai]

Wishing you a peaceful passing

 

[feelinggloomy]

Peace

 

[Placo]

I think that in the end life and death
Are two sides of the same fate
We get used to seeing them more often
But when it's time we suffer just the same
And there's no need to drink and smoke anymore
I want to think of you tonight
With smudged makeup on your face
The last thing I saw was a smile

 

[Velvet Fortress]

I'm sorry to see you go. Whatever the outcome, I hope you find peace.

 

[nihilism__]

Well friends, I am at my spot and I have my sn mixed, I have more water and sn solution just incase too, 50ml is a lot less than I expected. Now I just need to get over si and anxiety. I'm going to take a bunch of my melatonin and wait for it to start kicking in and then I'm out.

Thank you for everything you've given me and for all the lovely people I talked to on my short time here. I love you all

I'll be replying/answering questions for a bit before and I'll try keep everyone up-to-date.

Below is my ragtag setup for measuring and where I will have my final moments. Labels removed from sn for privacy source reasons.

It's ironic that the scales I purchased are even called 'salter'

spero che tu sia in un posto migliore :)

I think that in the end life and death
Are two sides of the same fate
We get used to seeing them more often
But when it's time we suffer just the same
And there's no need to drink and smoke anymore
I want to think of you tonight
With smudged makeup on your face
The last thing I saw was a smile

Ma ha usato solo SN? Senza niente? Non è pericoloso utilizzarlo senza nient'altro?

 

[lv-nii]

rest in peace

 

[deficient]

What a beautiful area to pass at. Rest in peace.

 

[Placo]

spero che tu sia in un posto migliore :)

Ma ha usato solo SN? Senza niente? Non è pericoloso utilizzarlo senza nient'altro?

Nel post parla solo di acqua, SN e melatonina quindi direi di no, in effetti è strano.

EN

- I hope you are in a better place :) But did she use only SN? Without anything else? Isn't it dangerous to use it without anything else?
- In the post she only talks about water, SN and melatonin so I would say no, it's actually strange.

 

[SleepingBliss]

My attempt did not work, I woke up having vomited, I am going to do it again today. I am determined. I am taking paracetamol now, as well as meto and propranolol, then my sn mix with three glasses/bottles. I will not be taking sleeping meds I think that was the issue, I will just brave the feeling

 

[rozeske]

My attempt did not work, I woke up having vomited, I am going to do it again today. I am determined. I am taking paracetamol now, as well as meto and propranolol, then my sn mix with three glasses/bottles. I will not be taking sleeping meds I think that was the issue, I will just brave the feeling

I'm sorry to hear it didn't work out. What happened? Did you do anything out of the guide? How much SN did you take? Are you sure it's pure enough?

 

[SleepingBliss]

I'm sorry to hear it didn't work out. What happened? Did you do anything out of the guide? How much SN did you take? Are you sure it's pure enough?

It is from a chemical company and is pure, I vomited in my sleep, I have not gone home but have many messages, I think there is still in system, I am hazy and have a very sore head but I forgot to take my meto, I have taken it now, I need to get courage to drink again and go through it again I was cold and hopeful it feels like a defeat but I will pick myself up and try again

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

It is from a chemical company and is pure, I vomited in my sleep, I have not gone home but have many messages, I think there is still in system, I am hazy and have a very sore head but I forgot to take my meto, I have taken it now, I need to get courage to drink again and go through it again I was cold and hopeful it feels like a defeat but I will pick myself up and try again

You have your phone? With service? People can track you, your location. if you're getting messages people might be looking for you and it's very easy these days to pinpoint the phone location. Be careful. I had a feeling yesterday that something wasn't right, just be careful.

 

[rozeske]

It is from a chemical company and is pure, I vomited in my sleep, I have not gone home but have many messages, I think there is still in system, I am hazy and have a very sore head but I forgot to take my meto, I have taken it now, I need to get courage to drink again and go through it again I was cold and hopeful it feels like a defeat but I will pick myself up and try again

Don't you think it will be better to get medical attention? It might still be in your system and if it's not enough to kill you it might cause you damage.

 

[SleepingBliss]

You have your phone? With service? People can track you, your location. if you're getting messages people might be looking for you and it's very easy these days to pinpoint the phone location. Be careful. I had a feeling yesterday that something wasn't right, just be careful.

I have location off and all tracking off I am using a vpn and no one knows I am here

Don't you think it will be better to get medical attention? It might still be in your system and if it's not enough to kill you it might cause you damage.

I'm taking it again now, I do not need to worry about damage

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I have location off and all tracking off I am using a vpn and no one knows I am here

I'm taking it again now, I do not need to worry about damage

Okay... I don't know what to say, it's not easy it takes tremendous courage. I hope you will be all right.

 

[rozeske]

I'm taking it again now, I do not need to worry about damage

If that is your decision, I wish you the best in finding your peace

 

[SleepingBliss]

No goodbye messages this time as far as others know I am dead so all I need is to get past nerves but I have taken 100mg of propranolol

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

No goodbye messages this time as far as others know I am dead so all I need is to get past nerves but I have taken 100mg of propranolol

That's a lot to take at once. You may fall asleep and throw up again. Please be careful

 

[bunny_brownie9]

why do you think that sleeping meds were the problem, and how long after taking it did you wake up?

 

[eashanm]

Good Luck. I wish you the best in your attempt.

 

[SleepingBliss]

That's a lot to take at once. You may fall asleep and throw up again. Please be careful

All I can do is hope for the best and a peaceful end I appreciate the concern though

why do you think that sleeping meds were the problem, and how long after taking it did you wake up?

I woke up around 18 hours after