GOODBYE

[Unattainable666]

This is my pre-goodbye thread before i drive to where I'm going to ctb. I've tried so hard, harder than anyone knows but I'm done. I don't have anything to give all hope is gone. I want nothing more than to not feel anymore. they pushed me over the edge.

 

[_smile_]

So sorry to hear. I wish you nothing but peace with whatever you decide

 

[Sunoo]

This is my pre-goodbye thread before i drive to where I'm going to ctb. I've tried so hard, harder than anyone knows but I'm done. I don't have anything to give all hope is gone. I want nothing more than to not feel anymore. they pushed me over the edge.

Awh I'm sorry, I wish you the best of luck! I hope you find the peace you are looking for <3

 

[LastBitOfJoy]

I hope you find the freedom you are looking for <3

 

[Salmon can't swim]

Good luck op I'm sorry it's come to this, but I hope you can finally feel free

 

[Return2themoonlight]

May the Goddess of the Moon and the spirits that dwell within her guide your soul into everlasting peace

 

[Redacted24]

Anyone who has been here for a little while recognizes you've had a really rough go. You've done your best, and have been courageous and honest throughout. We'll miss you here.
Whatever path you take, however you choose to move forward, we support you and your decision.
Sorry it came to this. Wishing you a smooth passage to your desired destination.
See you again, somewhere better!

 

[dggtscccvfd]

This is my pre-goodbye thread before i drive to where I'm going to ctb. I've tried so hard, harder than anyone knows but I'm done. I don't have anything to give all hope is gone. I want nothing more than to not feel anymore. they pushed me over the edge.

What's your method?

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find peace from all the suffering.

 

[cryone]

i hope you find the peace you're looking for

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

Best wishes to you!

 

[Unattainable666]

What's your method?

co

 

[Gonnerr]

I have a read almost all your post. You deserve a peaceful ending.

I hope you find peace. Goodbye.

 

[Dliena]

Peace be with you eternal. And adieu!

 

[figurehead]

just sent you a pm. I hope you can find your way through the clouds of despair that are suffocating you,

 

[Tears in Rain]

So sorry it came to this, from reading some of your previous posts, you've endured a lot. Sorry you couldn't find a way out your suffering. Go in peace!

 

[SeaBreeze]

I'll miss your company here and in the chat rooms.

"Wherever you go, go with all your heart." ―Confucius

 

[morgueprincess]

i am so sorry it has come to this, best of luck. i hope you find peace.

 

[Angel of Spades]

best of luck to you! i hope you get to the right bus stop when you make it — we'll all be joining you sooner or later :)

 

[requiescat]

Requiēscat in pāce, my friend.

 

[haibane]

Im so sorry for everything u went through.
Goodluck for ure method and i hope u will find the peace u are looking for

 

[Pluto]

Sending you hugs.

 

[Readytogo246]

Blessings on your journey

 

[Unattainable666]

I'm still kickin. giving myself the chance to start over in a different state where I get see a therapist and get on medication (haven't been able to do either in two years). Sorry if I disappointed anyone. Eventually ctb is my way to go, but I need to go back home to the beach. Thank you for all your kind remarks. They are much appreciated.

 

[mizu23]

I'm still kickin. giving myself the chance to start over in a different state where I get see a therapist and get on medication (haven't been able to do either in two years). Sorry if I disappointed anyone. Eventually ctb is my way to go, but I need to go back home to the beach. Thank you for all your kind remarks. They are much appreciated.

why would anyone be disappointed ? this is your journey and whatever path you choose is up to you. if you can find happiness in getting help and feel secure in that decision, that's all that matters. wishing you the best <3

 

[the old man]

I cannot speak for everyone only for myself, and I can honestly say there's no disappointment certainly from here, I hope you get the results your after.

 

[Redacted24]

I think it's awesome that free will let's us wait at the stop, and then choose not to board that particular bus at that time. Sending you encouragement and support!
When you think about it, you are actually ending your life though. Not your physical existence, but everything else: your job, surroundings, all of it. Your old life is in the past, you ended it successfully. Good on you!

 

[Unattainable666]

why would anyone be disappointed ? this is your journey and whatever path you choose is up to you. if you can find happiness in getting help and feel secure in that decision, that's all that matters. wishing you the best <3

So wise. thank you

I think it's awesome that free will let's us wait at the stop, and then choose not to board that particular bus at that time. Sending you encouragement and support!
When you think about it, you are actually ending your life though. Not your physical existence, but everything else: your job, surroundings, all of it. Your old life is in the past, you ended it successfully. Good on you!

Wow! I never thought of it like that but you are 100% right the last two years have been filled with pain and loneliness oh and a bunch of assholes! As soon as I cross the border into Texas I will be a new person. Thank you for your words

 

[nightlygem]

I'm still kickin. giving myself the chance to start over in a different state where I get see a therapist and get on medication (haven't been able to do either in two years). Sorry if I disappointed anyone. Eventually ctb is my way to go, but I need to go back home to the beach. Thank you for all your kind remarks. They are much appreciated.

Im glad to see you're okay. Regardless of what happens for you, I hope you can find tranquility. Making the decision to stay alive is not an easy one, so props to you for toughing it out. We wish nothing for the best for you; no one is upset with your decision.

 

[Unattainable666]

I cannot speak for everyone only for myself, and I can honestly say there's no disappointment certainly from here, I hope you get the results your after.

Thank you. I feel a bit embarrassed. Hell, I'm 62 I should have my emotions under check, but well I don't and you all are so kind to me. YOu all have kept me going the last two years so those idiots who say that this is a bad site - well they are crazy!! I'm a prime example.

Im glad to see you're okay. Regardless of what happens for you, I hope you can find tranquility. Making the decision to stay alive is not an easy one, so props to you for toughing it out. We wish nothing for the best for you; no one is upset with your decision.

Thank you so much!