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jvnko

jvnko

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Sep 15, 2024
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Hi, I'm gonna be taking SN with no antiemetics or benzos, I am unable to acquire these given my circumstances. I'm making this post so I can confirm whether or not I succeed in my attempt.

I have 2 glasses of 100ml water + 25g NaNO2, thats about it. If my attempt fails then so be it.

Some of you may know me as jvnko
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
Whatever happens, I hope you can escape the pain of this world
 
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depressedinsomniac

depressedinsomniac

Student
Dec 29, 2024
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when will you be attempting? will you be giving updates?
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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we're here with you. nothing but love. 🫂🫂

do you mean 100ml per or total? just checking.
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
That's very brave of you, best wishes and here's hoping the discomfort will be minimal.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

WrathfulGloom32

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Oct 12, 2024
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I wish you a peaceful exit with minimum pain possible, I will probably do the same in the upcoming months at most.
 
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wham311

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Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Good luck friend
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
probably within the next 1-2 hours, and yeah i'll try to give updates
As someone considering to ctb with SN soon, I'd appreciate any updates and info you can give us of your experience.

We're here for you as well, if you want to just chat to get distracted or if you change your mind. Wishing you peace!
 
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padda

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Feb 23, 2025
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A fellow mitsky fan❤️ best wishes
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
I wish you peace and safe travels. We are with you. ❤️
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
265
Safe journeys stranger. Hope you find the oeace you're looking for.
 
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opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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checking in on you. how are you doing?
 
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tiredoflife2

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Jan 21, 2025
125
Safe journey, you're in my thoughts ❤️
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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Peace on your journey <3
 
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jvnko

jvnko

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Sep 15, 2024
31
ok i think i am going to drink my first glass soon
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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we're here with you.
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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Sad to see you go, but wishing you all the best, friend. May peace be with you and sending love on the way.
 
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Unspoken7612

Arcanist
Jul 14, 2024
469
Puberty 2 is a great album.

I hope you're not in discomfort.
 
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jvnko

jvnko

Member
Sep 15, 2024
31
holding out a bit bcz nervous
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
ok i think i am going to drink my first glass soon
I light a candle every night asking for miracles, tonight that includes you —dear stranger— finding peace without any turmoil.
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
holding out a bit bcz nervous
Take your time, there is no rush. It's not a race to CTB. If you are hesitant, it's okay to say that it's not your time. There is no weakness in that.

If you are trying to CTB, it's better to go without any hesitation or regret. You can always try again another time if this one doesn't work out.
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
Take your time, there is no rush. It's not a race to CTB. If you are hesitant, it's okay to say that it's not your time. There is no weakness in that.

If you are trying to CTB, it's better to go without any hesitation or regret. You can always try again another time if this one doesn't work out.
So much this.

We're here for you OP, no matter what you choose.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
echoing what others have said. there's no shame in waiting or postponing. zero. we care about you.
 
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Outofoptions1

Member
Feb 22, 2025
83
Take your time, there is no rush. It's not a race to CTB. If you are hesitant, it's okay to say that it's not your time. There is no weakness in that.

If you are trying to CTB, it's better to go without any hesitation or regret. You can always try again another time if this one doesn't work out.
Just wanted to say that your posts are very comforting and put me at ease :)
 
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_void

_void

barely here
Feb 22, 2025
32
You're not alone, sending love and peace your way 🤍
 
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