ive decided that ive waited long enough, and im finally ready to go. tomorrow at noon will be when i finally ctb. i wont go into much detail about my method here, but i made a post earlier this week about it that you can find if youre curious. seeing all the things that would lie ahead for me in the future if i were to stay alive, i know with complete certainty that this is the path i want to take. im finally ready to be free.
i have a lot of wonderful memories that im so grateful for, im sure that my head will be completely filled with them when it comes time for me to ctb. i think that im gonna feel really happy and at peace when i go ^-^
im feeling very optimistic about my attempt, i dont see it going wrong and im very confident everything will work out for me. id really like to thank everyone on this site, you are all incredibly kind people, anyone who has supported during the time ive spent here i want you to know i appreciate it more than you could ever know.
ill leave you with one of my favorite songs, im planning on listening to it while i ctb. i think its kind of fitting ^-^
im gonna go to the store now and buy my fav ice cream for my last meal heheh ^-^
i hope you all find the peace youre looking for. you deserve it, even if you think you dont
