God hates me

[BlazingBob]

and I very much feel cursed, unloved and unlovable, and abandoned. Not to mention being stuck in a body that's literally torturing me, totally alone, and homeless. I truly envy the dead.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

God probably doesn't exist. So don't take anything personally. It's all about luck, chance and circumstance. This may sound cliiche but you really need to love yourself first, flaws and all, and that will attract more positives into your life.

 

[Manfrotto99]

I am sorry you feel this way. I know the feeling very well myself. Do you believe in God? I imagine so if you think He hates you. But even if God does exist it dosnt mean God hates you and you are cursed. There may be other reasons for your situation. I use to believe God hated me and I was cursed. But now I realise this was a dogmatic tactic put on me by society in order to blame myself and take my eyes away from the real reasons I found myself in a situation very similar to yours. I'm in no way blameless, but it was my narcissistic parents and society that very much contributed and put me in this position. I've come to the conclusion God has given us free will and rarely interferes in the narural cycle and rythem of how things work, including how our society functions. Sadly the devil has a lot of sway in this world

By the way, please be grateful for your dogs, they are a blessing. I was only existing because of my dog too. Now she's passed, I'm almost gone too, if not in body, in soul and the rest will follow soon.

 

[Worndown]

If you listen to most of our religious speech, "GOD" hates us all and is ready with the flames!

Reality shows you sometimes get the breaks and sometimes you do not. Attitude and mental health effect this.
Can you get housing? Do you have anyone you work with? There are options in most areas. Nobody needs to go through life tortured.

 

[Roadrunner]

Imho, there is no god. It's just random chance and circumstance that has us here. Too bad we can't just take a simple pill and ctb. Especially when there's nobody that will be hurt by us going. We didn't ask to be alive. Why does it have to be a prison sentence for some of us.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Imho, there is no god. It's just random chance and circumstance that has us here. Too bad we can't just take a simple pill and ctb. Especially when there's nobody that will be hurt by us going. We didn't ask to be alive. Why does it have to be a prison sentence for some of us.

We did have a simple pill or a drink called Nembutal. And also cyanide capsules . But the monsters made those and helping anyone in suicide crimes.

Similarly Now in the evil USA they are about to ban SN

 

[sunsetting]

God is something I don't think anyone or any religion could even define and when they try the definition is heavily biased towards what someone believes is right or wrong so don't feel like the things you're feeling are bad. Simple and clean ways to ctb came but unfortunately they're swiftly taken care of. Humans are the ones responsible for all the pain and for not providing any easy way out of this circus.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered so unbearably, it truly is so horrific to me how there's all this suffering in this cruel existence but anyway I hope that you find peace.

 

[IBGONE]

Even though i believe in God, i truly believe my past transgressions have led God to hate me enough to the point that no matter how much prayer is prayed, it will never be answered or even heard.

 

[uglyugly]

I used to believe this, until the only conclusion I could come to is there was no god. I'm not trying to insult anyone who has faith, of course, and am not trying to talk anyone out of their faith, but for me this is the only thing that makes sense.

I remember that feeling so well and it is very hard to deal with. At first it was lonely to believe nothing outside of me cared about me, but I decided I just would rather deal with the reality that I was alone and unloved than pretend there was something that did care but yet refused to show me a bit of proof that it even existed or cared about me or anyone I knew. But the loss of any belief was also freeing: I no longer had to try to please a deity or live by some laws that someone wrote down and put in a book. I'm a moral and decent person without all of that. Dropping all my pseudo-religious beliefs let me live a life free of judgement.

I am sorry you are in such pain and hope you can find some peace.

 

[IwantHappiness]

God probably doesn't exist

remove probably

 

[Rational man]

Im sorry to hear about your awfulness. I do not believe there is a god of curses and punishment. My god is the natural cosmic random chaotic god of nature. Unfortunately, many of us have been handed a bad hand in life. Its hard sometimes.

 

[Davey40210]

"If there is a God, he cannot be both all-powerful and all-good" - Epicurus

"An atheist only denies one more God than a believer. The believer doesn't believe in 2,999 gods. An atheist doesn't believe in just one more" - Ricky Gervais

 

[BlazingBob]

I am sorry you feel this way. I know the feeling very well myself. Do you believe in God? I imagine so if you think He hates you. But even if God does exist it dosnt mean God hates you and you are cursed. There may be other reasons for your situation. I use to believe God hated me and I was cursed. But now I realise this was a dogmatic tactic put on me by society in order to blame myself and take my eyes away from the real reasons I found myself in a situation very similar to yours. I'm in no way blameless, but it was my narcissistic parents and society that very much contributed and put me in this position. I've come to the conclusion God has given us free will and rarely interferes in the narural cycle and rythem of how things work, including how our society functions. Sadly the devil has a lot of sway in this world

By the way, please be grateful for your dogs, they are a blessing. I was only existing because of my dog too. Now she's passed, I'm almost gone too, if not in body, in soul and the rest will follow soon.

Two of my dogs died last month. The one remaining is not doing well. He has kidney disease and dementia. I had horrendous parents and all the mental crap that goes along with it but what's far worse is a failing body. At least before I could exercise, go to support groups, lose myself in my work. Now just getting out of bed and getting dressed is a major challenge. Once my last dog goes so do I.