Venting Giving up

[hopeless08]

Im so lonely and in so much pain.
I've started to think that there's no way out because every method is either painful or inaccessible and realizing that I probably won't be able to ctb is killing me inside, the thought that I have to live with this pain is unimaginable. I can't stop crying and I haven't cried in a long time since I had no more tears left…I don't know what to do and feel so alone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, it's just so horrifying how suicide is made so inaccessible even know we were so cruelly burdened with the ability to exist in the first place. It disturbs me how humans cannot be euthanised despite the fact that there is so much suffering in this existence, it really is such a hellish world we exist in where humans are expected to continue suffering until they die anyway.

 

[thewalkingdread]

Yeah... It all just fuking sucks so much.