Method Getting drunk to help ctb?

[bluexapalooza]

So I am not a drinker nor do I really want to, but I have been getting cold feet when following through with my CTB plan and I'm getting tired of it. My question is: would one or a couple times of getting shitfaced make me more suicidal and/or help me CTB?
Not drinking has been really important to me in the past, but I am so fucking tired.

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

Alcohol helps in some methods because it relaxes you and makes you braver but it would only make you long term more suicidal if you drink too much.

 

[bluexapalooza]

Alcohol helps in some methods because it relaxes you and makes you braver but it would only make you long term more suicidal if you drink too much.

Damn. I know you can't really give me an answer for this, but how much would I have to drink to get impulsive if I'm usually someone who is very calculating?

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

Damn. I know you can't really give me an answer for this, but how much would I have to drink to get impulsive if I'm usually someone who is very calculating?

If you aren't a drinker you can get drunk easier because your body isn't used to the substance as much. Also men have higher alcohol tolerance than women and also depends on how high the alcohol by volume is i.e like 5%, 15%, 20%, 45% and so on. The higher procentages make you drunk faster when drinking less.

 

[dinosavr]

I think you should drink quite slowly at the first time and you'll probably be able to tell how much more you need to feel relaxed and impulsive enough.
I think it might help. I'm also a very calculating person and alcohol changes my mind quite significantly. I mean, it's not that I lose control, no, I'm still conscious etc, but I'm much less reluctant to make "stupid" decisions. The shy and innocent part of me goes away.
If you watched Fight Club - there'd be more of Tyler Durden in you ;)

Also, please remember that you shouldn't drink alcohol if you're choosing SN method for example!

 

[oneeyed]

Keep in mind that your motor control will be reduced. If your method requires some coordination and you're so drunk that you can barely walk, it may not work or you hurt yourself in an unattended way then end up in a hospital.

 

[DesperateOne]

So I am not a drinker nor do I really want to, but I have been getting cold feet when following through with my CTB plan and I'm getting tired of it. My question is: would one or a couple times of getting shitfaced make me more suicidal and/or help me CTB?
Not drinking has been really important to me in the past, but I am so fucking tired.

For me, half a bottle of wine usually boosts my stupid ego and impulsiveness by quite a lot! The act of CTBing becomes much less real/dreadful.

 

[bluexapalooza]

I think you should drink quite slowly at the first time and you'll probably be able to tell how much more you need to feel relaxed and impulsive enough.
I think it might help. I'm also a very calculating person and alcohol changes my mind quite significantly. I mean, it's not that I lose control, no, I'm still conscious etc, but I'm much less reluctant to make "stupid" decisions. The shy and innocent part of me goes away.
If you watched Fight Club - there'd be more of Tyler Durden in you ;)

Also, please remember that you shouldn't drink alcohol if you're choosing SN method for example!

Love the fight club reference! I definitely need some more Tyler in my life.
I should have mentioned it in the og post but I'm planning on a partial hanging