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Kempel556

Kempel556

Luce sicut stellae
Sep 26, 2023
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Do you guys ever had moments where you think of leaving where you live and move to a place far away from everything?
Had this tought since I was in my early teens but then abondened it because even if I moved to another place I would still be miserable anyway, wondered if any of you guys had it before.
 
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Forever Sleep

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Yes and I've done it three times over. Similar experience to what you predict though- it helps at the start. There are new things to distract yourself with. Still- I suspect the key is to face up to your actual issues at the same time- eg. social anxiety- otherwise, they just keep following you around.
 
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Is0lated

Is0lated

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Do you guys ever had moments where you think of leaving where you live and move to a place far away from everything?
Had this tought since I was in my early teens but then abondened it because even if I moved to another place I would still be miserable anyway, wondered if any of you guys had it before.
I've had this idea for a while but I've lost my job and I don't have much money since my family manages my income so running away from everything would be quite impossible cz I'll most likely be sleeping on the streets with no money
 
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avaruus

avaruus

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Aug 17, 2022
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I've thought about moving abroad to live as a vagabond, staying in cheap airbnbs for a month before moving to the next destination.
But obviously there are many problems, such as financial and social interactions, which are hard for me. It's easier said than done.
So it's just a fantasy.
 
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Moburin 29

Moburin 29

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Sep 17, 2023
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Yep, can definitely relate to this.
Sometimes I have urge, while going to work, to get into random bus and just go as far as I can.
But I know that I can't run away from myself. So yeah, pretty pointless, but nice to imagine from time to time.
 
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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

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Sep 15, 2023
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Few people here have problems they can run away from. That's why we want to ctb bc death is the only escape
 
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Kempel556

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Sep 26, 2023
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I've had this idea for a while but I've lost my job and I don't have much money since my family manages my income so running away from everything would be quite impossible cz I'll most likely be sleeping on the streets with no money
Yeah I tried to when I was a teenager but I didn´t have any money as well
 
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Yeah I tried to when I was a teenager but I didn´t have any money as well
Same, I've tried when I was around 14 but I ended up having a panic attack. Now I don't really think about having a new life, I'm just planning to run away for one day so I can enjoy my last moments before I ctb.
 
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Moburin 29

Moburin 29

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Sep 17, 2023
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I've thought about moving abroad to live as a vagabond, staying in cheap airbnbs for a month before moving to the next destination.
But obviously there are many problems, such as financial and social interactions, which are hard for me. It's easier said than done.
So it's just a fantasy.
O hey, thats a pretty nice fantasy.
Not gonna lie, I thought about something like this myself.
Lately I am giving envious looks to people with road clothes and huge backpacks. But I don't think I have enough courage for such adventure.
 
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