Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing will just always feel like the most terrible undeserved punishment to me.
It truly will and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence more than anything, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want peace from the terrible torture and pain of existing, it's just so terrible how humans cause all this pain and suffering by imposing this existence, I always suffer as a result of being trapped in this horrific world where there's all this endless suffering and cruelty.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being trapped in this existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence.

I'll just always see it as so terrible to suffer in this cruel, painful existence, to be trapped in this existence will always be so torturous to me and I see so much terrible extreme cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to never suffer again, all I want is peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful, I just want to be free from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the problem only non-existence can solve for me.
I truly will always see existence as the problem and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as an abomination and to me existence will just always be the problem.

Simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to be burdened with this existence will always just feel like such a terrible mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in existing with existing beings tortured every second and I'll just always find it so terrible and torturous to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as the most dreadful, terrible mistake.

I'll just always and only see non-existence as positive, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence of torturous suffering, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting all to be forgotten for me.
No matter what all I could ever hope is for all to be forgotten for me, I just hope for peace from all pain and suffering in this existence so torturous, cruel and futile and I'll just always see existence as the problem.

I just want this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake to be all erased for me with no more suffering and to exist will always mean to suffer, in this existence so torturous and cruel all I could ever wish for is for all to be gone, I hope for peace from all suffering, to me existence will just always be the problem.