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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,773
Never seeing any point to all this suffering.
For me there truly could never be any point to all this suffering and to me existence will just always be the most terrible cruel mistake, all I want is some peace from all pain and suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and dreadful, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this futile, tortrurous existence that I just always saw as an abomination, I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,773
To be at peace from all the suffering is all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for, all I wish for is an eternal sleep where this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

I just hope for no more suffering and for me only non-existence could ever be positive in this existence that I just never would had chosen that only ever tortures existing beings and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just wish to be free from all pain and suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,773
Always seeing existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake.
It truly will just always be the most terrible cruel mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want peace from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

To me existence will just always be the problem and I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to exist, I'll always see existence as a mistake and it's one only non-existence can ever bring me relief from.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,773
Always seeing it as a burden to suffer in this existence.
I truly will always find it the most terrible tortuous burden to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, it truly was so dreadful how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the burden of existing and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, dreadful mistake to me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,773
Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in eternal sleep where this torturous, cruel existence is all gone, forgotten and finally no longer my problem, I'd just never wish for this existence of futile, dreadful suffering rather all I want is to never wake again.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, I'll just always prefer to sleep permanently than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what, to me existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this futile suffering, I just want to fall asleep permanently and finally be free from it all.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,773
I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist.
I really will always find it so undesirable to exist in every way and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence is just all I see as positive.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so cruel that just causes all this suffering, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I'll just always find it a burden to exist and it's a burden that only ever causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.
 
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Strangerdanger7

Member
Oct 28, 2025
46
Vent away; this is the place to do it.
It's better to vent here among like-minded people. Not everyone will understand you. It's not like you want to have conversations with everyone anyway.
We are definitely a judgment-free zone here, and I don't see it the same way on everybody's platforms or their ways of thinking, in my opinion.
I cannot understand for the life of me why society gets so torn apart over this issue.
It's too small an issue for society to get so worked up about.
Life will go on whether you're in it or not.
People die every day. I acknowledge people are sad, but life goes on.
We need to get out of this mindset that people live forever.
Maybe accept that we're all going to die a little more. At least be open to the topic. It doesn't affect them in any way.
Sometimes you even appreciate the life you had or the life you have left by acknowledging that death comes for us all.
I'm proud of everyone for speaking their truth and standing by it.
Remember, there are too many of us to force everyone to be silent, so keep speaking your truth.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,773
Only hoping for peace from the mistake of existence.
To be at peace from the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence truly is all I hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see it as so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this torture as a result.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I just want some peace from the terrible mistake of existence, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, to be free from the mistake of existence is just all I see as desirable and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,773
Only never suffering again can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence no matter what, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this existence so cruel and terrible that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

I just want peace from all pain and suffering, I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous non-existence is just all I see as desirable as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way.
 

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