Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

All I could ever hope for is peace from this existence so cruel.
To be at peace from this existence so cruel and dreadful is just all I hope for, I just want is to never suffer again, in this existence so torturous non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so terrible and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I'll always see it as the most torturous, futile burden to exist, there's just so much suffering in existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, terrible existence that just never should had been imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does only ever cause harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence of harmful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

I'll just always prefer to not exist, I'd just never wish for this dreadful, harmful existence of suffering all for the sake of it, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings and the suffering of this dreadful existence is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of an eternal sleep solves everything.
It'll always solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and torturous and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake and for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

To never suffer again is just all I hope for, I just want peace from all pain and suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious free from the suffering of existing, I just want true peace from this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that could be positive for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of dreadful suffering, to cease existing is all I've ever hoped for, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the cruel mistake of existence that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and there's just so much suffering in existing.

The suffering of this torturous, cruel existence really is endless with existing beings in agony every second which is why non-existence is just all that's positive to me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, I just hope to be gone, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings.

I'll always see existing as just being only suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me, I'll always see it as so dreadful how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this existence of torturous suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of this existence of torturous suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where there is no more pain and no more suffering with all gone and forgotten.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, terrible existence no matter what, for me eternal dreamless sleep is just the only peace from the mistake of existence, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and I'm just always so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in this terrible, cruel existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from this existence so dreadful and torturous, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable and I just wish I never had to suffer.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake, I just want to be free from this existence so torturous that just causes all this endless suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
I truly will always prefer the peace of non-existence no matter what than this dreadful existence of futile suffering that to me will just always be the most cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

In this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, nothing would make me wish for the suffering of this cruel, painful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me existing will always feel like the most terrible undeserved punishment.
To me it'll truly always be the most terrible undeserved punishment, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering and cruelty as a result especially as never suffering at all was perfection.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence will just always be an abomination to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence, no matter what I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, existence really is the problem that just causes all this endless suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
I truly will always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is peace from this cruel, terrible existence of torturous suffering, all I want is to be gone, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this terrible, futile and cruel existence.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be permanently unconscious.
To be permanently unconscious of this cruel, terrible existence really is all I hope for and I'd just never wish for this existence so painful and futile, I just want peace from all pain and suffering, I just want the peace of non-existence.

To me existence will just always be the most cruel mistake that just cause all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and the suffering of existing is endless, I'd only be relieved to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only being relieved to never suffer again.
I truly would only be relieved to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence again and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this futile, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

All I want is the peace and relief of non-existence, I just want to be free from all futile unnecessary suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible, torturous burden to me, I suffer simply from existing.