Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, cruel existence of torturous suffering and for me only non-existence could ever be positive.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence so terrible and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake and for me existence is just always the problem, I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just should never be imposed.
It truly should never be imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this pain and suffering as a result, no matter what I'll just always see this dreadful, cruel existence as the problem.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of tortuous suffering, to exist means to suffer and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful, all that imposing this existence ever does is just cause all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I suffer simply from waiting for death in this existence so cruel and torturous, all I want is peace from this futile, dreadful existence that just leads to decay and death anyway.

All I want is to never exist ever again, I just want this existence of dreadful, torturous suffering to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake only non-existence can bring me any relief, I could never see any point to any of this suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So terrible how existence just causes all this suffering.
It truly is just so terrible how existence causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing truly is endless, it's just all so terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this. Existence to me is always the most terrible, cruel mistake, to be free from all pain, torture and suffering is just all I see as desirable, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me and I'll always see it as so terrible how existence just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable.

I'd just never wish to exist, I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to suffer in this existence and it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed, I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence that is just the most dreadful mistake to me that just causes all this pain and cruelty.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just only cause harm.
It truly does just cause harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for this harmful, torturous existence, all that existence ever causes is this harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me existence will always be the problem, existence just causes so much harm torturing existing beings all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist..

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just futile suffering.
It truly is just futile suffering to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so futile to exist, I could never see a point to any of this, all I want is to be gone and never be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence ever again.

I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence, I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me, I just hope for some peace from this deeply undesirable, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always see it as so futile to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence so torturous that just causes all this suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently free from this existence I'm always so tired of that I just always saw as a mistake, non-existence is just all I could ever wish for, only in eternal sleep will I be free from this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being conscious in this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being conscious in this existence and I'd just never wish for any of this, all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from this existence so torturous that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, all I want is to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be glad to never suffer again.
I truly would only be glad to never suffer again and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, only ceasing to exist could ever be positive for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being permanently unconscious free from the terrible, torturous burden of existing, I just hope to be gone, I just want to be free from all suffering.