Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always just be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for at all with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence.

To to never suffer ever again truly is just all I could see as desirable, I just want to be free from this existence of torturous suffering that is just waiting to die, existing is just always so futile to me, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just only ever cause harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, cruel and torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

All I want is peace from the pain and suffering of this torturous, cruel existence, existence truly does just cause harm and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, harmful abomination, all this existence does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it and it's all so unnecessary.