Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden to me and I'd just never wish for the torture, pain and suffering of this terrible, cruel existence rather I just want to be gone, I'll just always find it so torturous to exist.

In this existence so dreadful and cruel the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just hope to never suffer again, I just want to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, no matter what this existence of torturous suffering should just never be imposed and it's so cruel how it was.

 

[EmptyBottle]

hi, u ok?
Sending hugs from Australia

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an abomination.
No matter what I really will just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of tortuous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second, the suffering and torture of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be free from the abomination of existence.

 

[Defenestration]

@FuneralCry
I have the impression that you are posting less than before?

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me.
There truly is so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me with the suffering and torture seen as to force and prolong no matter what and I'll always find it torturous to exist, I'll just always prefer to not exist.

All I want is to cease existing peacefully with no more torture and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this terrible, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence will just always be the problem, there is just so much terrible cruelty in forcing humans to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non- existence is positive to me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and cruel, all I want is permanent peace from all suffering, non-existence solves everything for me and brings me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, I just want permanent relief from this dreadful existence of torturous suffering, there's just so much pain, torture and cruelty in existing, it's just so dreadful how this existence was imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless suffering.
It truly does just cause endless suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this torture and suffering.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake, all that existence ever does is just cause endless suffering and it's so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful suffering and pain, there's just so much cruelty in existing with existing beings tortured every second.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be futile suffering.
I truly will always just see existing as futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this dreadful cruel existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, I just want some peace from this existence of futile suffering that I just never would had chosen, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, to me existence will just always be the problem and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much terrible suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the dreadful suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I truly will just hope for peace from the torture of existing, I just wish for no more suffering and there's just so much terrible, dreadful suffering in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only finding it desirable to never suffer again.
No matter what I could only ever find it desirable to never suffer again and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and cruel rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want some peace from the terrible suffering and torture of this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is to never suffer again, to be free from all suffering is just all I see as desirable, I just hope to be gone, I just want some peace.

 

[RadiantNumber]

Only finding it desirable to never suffer again.
No matter what I could only ever find it desirable to never suffer again and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and cruel rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want some peace from the terrible suffering and torture of this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is to never suffer again, to be free from all suffering is just all I see as desirable, I just hope to be gone, I just want some peace.

Hope you'll find peace somewhere big hugs for you

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and torturous and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this cruel, dreadful existence no matter what, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me.

Only ceasing to exist can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is to be free from this existence so cruel and dreadful, non-existence really is all that can bring me peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so painful to me.
I truly will always find it so painful to suffer in this existence and there's just so much pain in this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be free from it all, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering.

I'll just always find it so torturous to be burdened with this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much dreadful suffering in existing.
There truly is so much dreadful suffering in existing and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this cruel, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the peace and is all I see as desirable in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

I just want peace from this existence of torturous suffering, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, it's just so terrible how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes all this pain and suffering.
It truly does only ever cause all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, all that existence ever does is just cause all this dreadful suffering and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to be permanently unconscious.

I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, non-existence is just the only relief for me in this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is all I've wished for.
It truly is all I've wished for, all I want is to be free from the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just wish for no more suffering, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, only eternal sleep can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from the terrible pain and torture of existing, I'll just always see existence as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so futile to me.
It truly will always be so futile to me and I'd just never wish for this torturous, dreadful existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it.

I just want to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from this existence of dreadful suffering and I could just never see a point to any of this, existence will just always be a mistake to me, I'll always see this futile, dreadful existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I also just wish for peace, irl made me cry.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always just be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and in this existence so terrible and torturous I suffer simply from just existing, I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to be free from this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering and for me existence is just always the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I could just never see any point to this futile, cruel existence that is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in this dreadful existence.
There truly is just so much cruelty in this terrible, dreadful existence with existing beings tortured every second and I just want to be free from it all, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I wish for and I'll just always see this dreadful existence as just being only suffering.

I suffer as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence that to me will always be a mistake, I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so painful that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence of dreadful, torturous suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, all I want is to be free from the pain, suffering and torture of this dreadful existence.

I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace from this existence so torturous and cruel, in this existence of dreadful suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable as if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten, I just want to be free from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

This dreadful existence will just always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering to me and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I'd just never wish for the torture of this painful, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, torturous existence that just harms existing beings and just causes all this cruelty.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
To permanently cease existing and be free from the torture of existing is just all I could hope for, in this existence of dreadful torturous suffering for me non-existence is just all that's positive and I wish that more than anything I never suffered.

It's just so dreadful how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result, all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want to never be tortured in this dreadful, painful existence ever again, non-existence for me is just all that's desirable, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always see existence as the most terrible mistake, to suffer in this dreadful, torturous and painful existence truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

All I want is to be free from this existence so evil and dreadful, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so evil that just causes all this harm, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings, existence to me will just always be the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence.
I really do always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the mistake of existence.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see this dreadful, terrible existence as only suffering, I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence that I just always saw as the most dreadful mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, painful existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence so torturous and terrible only eternal dreamless sleep can solve everything for me.

I just want to be free from all suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting to erase this dreadful existence.
I truly do only want to erase this dreadful, torturous existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more suffering and I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, I just want it to be like I never suffered in this painful, torturous existence at all and there's just so much pain in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and terrible and no matter what I'd just never wish for this existence so cruel rather all I want is some peace, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and for me existence truly is always the problem.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, I just want this torturous existence of dreadful suffering to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much torture in existing.
There really is just so much torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence.

To me existence will just always be a mistake and it's one that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it torturing existing beings, I just want to be free from this terrible, torturous existence, I just hope for peace from the abomination of existence, to me existence will just always be the problem and it's one that just causes all this dreadful torture and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never suffer in this torturous existence ever again.
I really would be relieved to never suffer again and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I'd only be relieved to be at true permanent peace, all I want for non-existence to save me from all future suffering and torture in this existence where I'm just waiting to die.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, all that existence ever does is just cause all this suffering, torture and harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering.