Venting does thinking about suicide make you feel happier?

[lpdsvm]

Thinking about leaving this world any time lets me enjoy life a bit more but only after getting used to the fact I have to do it once everything starts to point toward that day. It was hard to actually accept it because it disrupted my everyday activities to an extent. Now I can do it any time and I don't need anything if I don't deserve it or whatever I don't care about anything because I can't do anything.

 

[Anteenna]

Ultimately, I don't think anyone feel 'happier' but people can get pushed to the point where taking your own life can provide the sense of relief and peace. At least this is my case. I don't wanna kill myself but things seems to make whole easier if I do so.

 

[divinemistress87]

I have been severely depressed for years. Tried over 25+meds, therapy, ketamine & ECT. I'm pretty much out of options so thinking about suicide brings me comfort. I'm just too scared to do it even though I want to be gone so badly

Same ..we have tried it all

 

[pinkluvr]

It gives me peace and comfort. I love the idea of being dead and finally gone. Though, it does give me more to think about when it comes to how I should live my life right now. I know I'm a waste of space loser, but is that how I want to leave this world? It doesn't matter to me personally cause I'll be dead, but I don't want the people around me to deal with the burden of living with that label. I feel evil for even thinking about fucking up my family's lives more than I already have. Sometimes it gives a bit of motivation to get my shit together, so at the very least they'd have experienced something to be proud of from me. But then another part of me thinks it's all pointless anyway so why bother with anything

 

[Shadowsight]

I don't think it makes me feel happy, exactly; it makes me feel a sense of relief.