Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the most cruel mistake.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the most cruel, terrible mistake that just causes all this torture and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering, there's just so much cruelty in existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence that just harms existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where this torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten.

No matter what I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always and only see existing as only suffering, to suffer in this existence is always an abomination to me, no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive for me, eternal sleep is just all I hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
It truly never should be imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this cruelty, torture and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be never tortured in this terrible existence ever again.

To me the existence of life is the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering, to impose this existence is such terrible extreme cruelty to me, all that imposing existence ever does is cause all this pain and suffering there was never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much suffering in this existence.
There truly is so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and to exist really does mean to suffer, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

In this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this pain, torture and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never be tortured in this dreadful, torturous existence ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is the most tortuous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden to me and no matter what I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence.

All I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for all to be forgotten for me in non-existence.
No matter what all I could hope is for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering, all I want is to erase this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much torture in existing, I'll just always find it so undesirable to exist.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll only be at peace once all is gone for me, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
It truly is always preferable for me and the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for, all I want is to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence.

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist, there's just so much cruelty in existing and I'll just always see existence as a mistake, the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel, deeply undesirable existence as just being suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing, to me existence will just always be such a terrible mistake that just causes all this torture and suffering.

For me only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable, I just wish for no more suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
No matter what I'd just never wish for any of this and all I want is to be free from the torture and suffering of existing, all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious.

It's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this torture as a result and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence, all I want is to be gone, non-existence really is just all I could ever see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so evil to me.
It truly is so evil to me with existing beings tortured in agony every second and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, all I want is peace from the terrible torture and evil of existing.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, there truly is just so much torture in existing and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this harmful, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

I truly hope when I attempt ctb I succeed

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather I just want to be gone.

I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me in the peace of non-existence, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible, torturous and dreadful burden to me, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to me existing will always be torture and it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this torture as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for eternal sleep.
No matter what the peace of eternal sleep is just all I could ever hope and wish for and as long as I exist I'll only hope for true permanent peace, I just wish to be free from the torture and suffering of this terrible, cruel existence.

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist, in this existence so dreadful and torturous the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer in this futile, cruel existence ever again, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence and no matter what I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, dreadful and cruel existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be free from this existence that just tortures existing beings and to me it'll always be torture to suffer in this existence, all I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased, I'll always see existence as a mistake, existence is just so dreadful and painful and I suffer simply from existing.