Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing so finally I can be free from the torture of existing, making painless death inaccessible is just horrific, terrible extreme cruelty to me.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, to me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from this existence so harmful and torturous that just causes all this pain, cruelty and suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so horrific to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong.
It truly is so horrific to me how such could happen and I just see so much terrible extreme cruelty how we exist in this reality where I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing and never suffer again with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong.

There's just so much evil in anti-suicide, I'll just always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering, to me existence really is an abomination, all I want is peace from this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much cruelty in existing.
There truly is just so much cruelty and suffering in this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is to be gone, in this existence of cruelty and torture only non-existence can solve everything for me.

I just wish for peace from this existence so torturous that only ever harms existing beings, to me existence will just always be the problem, all that existence ever does is just cause all this pain and torture, the suffering of existing really is endless, I'll always see existence as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me.
I really will always see existence as the most cruel mistake and it's one that just causes all this torture, pain and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, to me existence is just always a mistake and it's one that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering, I just hope to never suffer again and I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever tortures and harms existing beings.
It truly does only ever torture and harm existing beings and I'd just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, in this existence so terrible and dreadful for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I'll always see it as a mistake to suffer in this dreadful, harmful existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this harm, suffering and torture, to suffer in this existence is just always an mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could wish and hope for, all I want is to be free from the torture of this terrible, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this cruel, torturous existence as just being suffering, for me non-existence is just all I could hope for and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, I just want to be free from the torture of this painful, dreadful existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and torture in existing, non-existence for me is just the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be conscious in this existence is torture.
No matter what I really will always find it torture to be conscious in this terrible, dreadful existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to be permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, I just wish for peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and torture in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as such a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence.
I truly will always see it as such a terrible mistake to exist and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is peace.

I just want to be free from the mistake of existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace of non-existence with no more torture and no more suffering, I'll just always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of this terrible torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is peace.

I just want to be free from the abomination of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering, existence to me will just always be the problem and I'm always so tired of it, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want some peace from the evil of this existence that I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so torturous non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous dreadful existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, to me existence really will always be the problem and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible torture of existing and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer, to suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me and there's just so much cruelty and so much torture in existing.

All I want is peace from it all and I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from the torture of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so torturous and dreadful, I just hope to be free from the torture of this painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never suffer again.
To never suffer in this torturous existence ever again really is all I could wish and hope for, I just want peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

All I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the dreadful suffering of existing and to me existence will just always be the most dreadful, cruel mistake, I just hope for no more suffering, I just want to erase this dreadful, terrible existence so it's like I never suffered at all, for me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence could never be worth it for me.
It truly could never be and no matter what I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of existing, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want peace from the terrible pain of this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

To me only non-existence could ever be desirable, I'll always see it as so terrible to be conscious burdened with this existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer and this existence of torturous suffering just never should had been imposed, I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this existence so torturous and cruel and there's just so much cruelty and so much torture in existing, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just want to be at peace from the torture of existing and never suffer again.

I'll just always see this torturous existence as only suffering, to be conscious burdened with this existence truly is always a terrible mistake to me, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just never should had been imposed, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of this terrible torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is peace, it's just so dreadful how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering and torture as a result.

I'll just always find it so terrible and torturous to suffer in this existence, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always find it torture to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous that I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in existing, the suffering and torture of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, cruel existence.

I just want to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much pain and cruelty in existing, all that existence ever does is cause all this endless cruelty with existing beings tortured every second, I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should just never be imposed.
It truly was so terrible how it was imposed causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tortuous abomination, there's just so much suffering and torture in existing.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, I just wish for no more torture and no more suffering but of course I never should had suffered at all, to me only never suffering at all could ever be true perfection, I just want to erase this terrible, cruel existence, I'd just never wish for the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist for me is suffering prevention.
It truly is suffering prevention for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this terrible, cruel existence and there's just so much suffering and torture in existing, all I want is for ceasing to exist to solve everything for me and save me from all future suffering and torture in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm saved from all future suffering and torture and the suffering of existing is endless, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this painful existence and there's just so much pain in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for true peace.
No matter what the true peace of non-existence is just all I could ever wish for and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so terrible and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence of torturous suffering and I'll always find it torture to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture of this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this painful, terrible existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never be burdened with this torturous, cruel existence ever again.

I'll always see it as a burden to exist, all that existence ever does is cause all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I just hope for the peace of non-existence where there is no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
No matter what to erase this existence truly is all I could hope for, I just want some peace from the suffering and torture of this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence of torturous suffering and I'll just always find it torture to suffer in this existence, all I want is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always and only hope for it to be like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting peace from this existence of dreadful suffering.
No matter what true peace is all I could ever hope for, I just want to be free from the suffering and torture of this painful, dreadful existence that just causes all this torture and suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always find it torture to exist.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering and torture of existing and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me any peace from, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just only ever causes harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm torturing existing beings and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, existence to me is just always the most terrible mistake and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable in this dreadful existence of tortuous suffering and to me existing will always be torture, to suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel, torturous burden to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope and wish for, I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence, in this existence I just always saw as the most dreadful mistake non-existence is just all that's positive for me and is all that can bring me peace from the cruelty and torture of existing.

All I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous cruel existence as just being just suffering all for the sake of it, all I want is for all future suffering and torture to be prevented by ceasing to exist, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so unnecessary.
It truly is so unnecessary causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous and harmful existence, all I want is to be free from the evil of existing.

I only hope for peace and I'll just only be at peace once all is gone, forgotten and erased in non-existence, there truly is no need for any of this suffering and it's suffering that could had been prevented by never existing at all, I just want to never suffer again, to me the existence of life will always just be the most terrible, devastating tragedy that only ever causes all this harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being conscious.
I truly am always so tired of being conscious and I'd just never wish for the terrible, torturous burden of being conscious in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake rather all I want is some peace.

I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence, I just want to be permanently unconscious with no more torture and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I wish for is to never suffer again again, I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is suffering.
It truly is suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from the torture of this painful existence and there's just so much pain in existing.

I just want peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, to exist means to suffer and I'll always see it as so terrible how this existence of tortuous suffering was even imposed, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me, all that existence does is just cause all this suffering and cruelty, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from the torture of existing.

I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every single way, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from the terrible mistake of existence, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope to be free from the torture of existing, all that existence ever does is cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's just all so dreadful and unnecessary.

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist and it's so dreadful how this existence was imposed, the existence of life is just the most terrible, devastating tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the most cruel mistake.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the most cruel, terrible mistake that just causes all this torture and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering, there's just so much cruelty in existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence that just harms existing beings.