Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
In this existence so terrible, cruel and torturous only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake no matter what.

In this existence so dreadful and tortuous only non-existence can bring me any peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that just causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings, to me existence is just always the most terrible, torturous burden and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence that just tortures existing beings.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, all that existence ever does is just cause all this suffering and harm, I just want peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing and I'll always find it torture to exist, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I just want to erase this dreadful, harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is just so much torture in existing and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing no matter what, in this existence so torturous and terrible non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this harm, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll always and only hope for the peace of non-existence, I'll just always find it torture to be burdened with this existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as the most terrible mistake to exist.
I truly will always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist and no matter what I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, all I want is some peace and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten.

There's so much suffering and cruelty in this dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and torture as a result and I suffer simply from existing, existence will just always be such a terrible mistake to me that only ever causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace.
It truly is peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where this torturous existence is all gone and forgotten, I just want to be free from this existence so dreadful and terrible, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

I just want to be permanently unconscious, I just wish to be free from the torture and suffering of existing and I'll just always find it torture to exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive no matter what, I just hope for peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful.
It truly is just so harmful causing all this pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence, existence to me is just always such a terrible mistake that just tortures existing beings.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, to me existence is an abomination that just causes all this harm and suffering with existing beings in agony every second, the suffering of existing truly is endless which is why peaceful death is all I hope for, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
I truly will always see existence as the problem and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering.

Simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again and I'll always see this existence as just being only suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.