Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never suffer again.
I truly would only be relieved to never suffer ever again and I'd just never wish for the terrible suffering of existing rather all I want is peace, existence to me is just always the most cruel mistake that just causes all this harm and torture and I suffer simply from existing.

I just want to never exist again, I just want to erase this torturous existence, to me only non-existence could ever be positive, only in non-existence will I be free from all suffering in this existence I just always saw as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile.
It truly is so futile, it's just suffering and torture all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I could never see a point to any of this, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence.

I'll just always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this futile existence that just causes all this suffering for the sake of it, I just want peace from all the pain and suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, existing is just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence so torturous and futile that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always see it as the most terrible, cruel mistake to suffer in this existence.

I just want peace from all suffering, I just want to be gone, in this existence so dreadful and painful only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just being dreadful suffering, ceasing to exist really will always be the positive solution to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always such a terrible mistake.
It truly is always a terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, painful and cruel existence, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace and I just suffer so much as a result of the burden of existing.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to erase this terrible, painful existence that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, existence to me will always be a mistake, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just tortures existing beings.