Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just cause harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous harmful existence, all I want is to erase this terrible, torturous existence, I just wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this harmful existence that just tortures existing beings.

I just hope to be gone, I just want to never exist again, existence to me is just so evil, all it does is cause and bring all this terrible unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, I'll always find it so harmful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist feels like a terrible punishment to me.
It truly does feel like a terrible punishment to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this torturous existence and I'd only be glad to never suffer again.

All I want is for this terrible, dreadful existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I'll just always see it as a mistake to suffer in this existence, to me existence is just always the problem and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I'll just always see it as an punishment to exist, no matter what this torturous, cruel and futile existence should never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is just so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this cruel, deeply undesirable existence that I just always saw as such a terrible mistake, existence truly does just cause all this terrible harm and suffering.

It's just all so dreadful and I'd just never wish for this existence of torture and suffering, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where this cruel, futile existence that I just always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten, in this existence so torturous and terrible ceasing to exist is just all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous and evil existence rather I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally unconscious of the abomination of existence.

I'll just always see it as such a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence, there truly is so much evil in existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, to me existence is just always such a cruel abomination that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

This existence never should had been imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering, all that existence ever does is just cause harm and suffering and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed at all, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible abomination to me.

I'll just always see it as a mistake to exist, I just want to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered at all as this cruel existence should just never had been imposed, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for the peace of eternal sleep.
I truly am always hoping and wishing for the peace of eternal sleep and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible and tragic mistake and there's just so much suffering in this painful existence, I just want some peace from it all, I just hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could hope for is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, suffering and harm and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful that just causes all this suffering.

I'll just always see existing as futile suffering, to me existence is just always a mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than be tortured.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this terrible, dreadful existence and I'd just never wish for this cruel, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, no matter what I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, to me existence will just always be an abomination that only ever causes all this torture, harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel, harmful existence, it's just all so dreadful and terrible, this existence should just never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes all this terrible, dreadful harm and suffering all for the sake of it, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering, to me existence truly will always be an abomination, I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, futile existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am just always wishing to erase this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

In this existence so dreadful and terrible non-existence is just the only relief for me, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this torturous, cruel and deeply undesirable existence, I just want to never suffer again and the pain, suffering and torture of existing is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always see existing as only suffering, all I hope for is no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for true peace.
No matter what true peace from this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence really is all I could ever wish for, I just hope to be gone and permanently at peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

I wish to just erase this existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as only being suffering, for me simply just existing is enough to make me wish for some peace, I just hope for this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake to finally be all gone and forgotten and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

The existence of life is the most terrible tragedy.
It truly is the most terrible tragedy that has only ever caused harm and suffering torturing existing beings and this existence should just never had been imposed, it's just so dreadful how humans cause all this futile unnecessary suffering by imposing this existence.

To me existence will just always be the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to never suffer again, I just want some peace from the torture of existing, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible, cruel, abomination to me, all that existence had ever done is just caused all this harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

I always suffer from how peaceful death is denied for me.
I truly do always suffer from how peaceful death is denied for me and I'll just always see this torturous, cruel existence as just being suffering, I see so much cruelty in how we exist in this horrific anti-suicide world where the torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, there's just so much evil in anti-suicide.

All that existing does is just cause all this harm, cruelty and suffering, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, for me the peace of non-existence is just always preferable, I just wish for no more suffering, all I want is to erase this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this cruel existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this cruel, dreadful existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and torture of this terrible existence, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from this cruel existence and there's just so much suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to never suffer again truly is all I hope for.

I just want this cruel, dreadful and terrible existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see the abomination of existence as just being suffering, the pain, cruelty and suffering of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always see existing as just being suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I just always saw as such a terrible, cruel mistake rather I just want some peace.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful that only ever causes me to suffer, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, it's just so cruel and terrible to me how this existence was imposed causing all this pain and suffering as a result, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so dreadful to me.
It truly will always be so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I just want some peace from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so cruel and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a mistake to suffer.
No matter what I really will always see it as a mistake to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is just an abomination to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake, there's just so much evil, suffering and cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see it as the most terrible, tortuous burden to suffer in this cruel existence, I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and the suffering of existing is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this terrible, cruel existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this terrible, cruel existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, all that existence ever does is just cause endless amounts of suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, existence to me is just such a cruel mistake that only ever causes harm, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, all I want is to be permanently free from all cruelty, harm and suffering, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish and hope to erase this terrible, cruel existence.
I truly do just wish and hope to erase this terrible, dreadful existence, all I want is some peace from the torture of existing, in this existence so cruel and torturous that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering non-existence is just the only relief for me but of course I want it to be like I never suffered at all.

I just want this dreadful existence to be all forgotten and erased with no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence, this existence truly never should had been imposed and it's so cruel how it was causing all this pain, cruelty and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
No matter what I truly would never wish for the torture cruelty and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence and I'll just always see existence as the problem, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

In this existence so torturous and futile I'll just always see existence itself as such a terrible mistake, I just want peace from the suffering and for me every second is torture to exist, existence really does just cause harm, all that existence does is just torture existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist for me would be suffering prevention.
It truly would be suffering prevention to me and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and torture of existing, for me ceasing to exist would be suffering prevention as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, ceasing to exist would solve everything for me and save me from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, only non-existence could ever be positive to me, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again, all I see as desirable is being permanently unconscious free from the pain, suffering and torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so dreadful and torturous, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this painful, cruel and futile existence as just being suffering.

I just want to erase this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence, non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable and I'll just always and only hope to be gone, only non-existence could ever bring me any relief and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from the torture of existing.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence and for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, existing will just always be so torturous to me.

No matter what I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes and brings all this cruelty, harm and torture, all I want is peace from the suffering of existing, I just want to never exist again, in this existence so cruel and terrible only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could ever wish for.
It truly is all I could ever hope for in this existence so torturous and cruel and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence rather I just hope for some peace, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the suffering of this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, to me existence is just always the problem.

I just want non-existence to bring me relief from this terrible, torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just wish for peace from this cruel, futile existence, non-existence is just all I've hoped for and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
No matter what I truly would never wish for the pain, suffering, cruelty and torture of existing and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, cruel, deeply undesirable existence, all I want is some peace from all the suffering.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this terrible, torturous existence as just being suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result, I just wish to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the true peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in this terrible, torturous existence with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, in this existence so dreadful and cruel only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just hope for no more suffering, I just want this existence of dreadful terrible suffering to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, this existence that just causes all this pain, cruelty and torture truly never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was, existence to me will just always be the most cruel, terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this torturous existence.
There truly is so much suffering in this torturous existence with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'll just always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence, to me existence is just the most terrible mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering.

Existence is always just an abomination to me, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, it's just all so dreadful and terrible, I'll always see existence as the problem, this dreadful existence truly does just cause all this pain and suffering.

 

[HangMan123]

No offense, but why do you keep reiterating the same message over and over again?
If existence for you is truly as agonizing as you make it out to be, why are you still here? Surely a pang of fleeting pain is better than the life you're describing, so why? I'm not trying to be rude or anything, I'm genuinely curious.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this torturous existence is just always so terrible to me.
It truly is just so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this cruel, harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always find it so harmful to exist.

To me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous, non-existence is just all I see as positive, for me every second is torture to be conscious in this dreadful existence that just causes all this futile, unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always just be the most terrible mistake to me.
It truly will just always be the most terrible mistake to me that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence.

It's just all so cruel and dreadful and all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from this torturous, cruel existence that just causes harm and suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, harmful cruel existence that only ever caused pain.