Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never been imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed, existence to me truly is the most terrible, torturous imposition that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, tortuous existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable but of course I never should had suffered at all, to suffer in this existence is such a dreadful burden that just causes all this dreadful unnecessary suffering, existence itself will always be the true problem to me, I just hope and wish to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to painlessly cease existing.
To painlessly cease existing and finally be at peace from this terrible, torturous existence truly is all I want, I just hope and wish to never free from the abomination of existence, to me existence will always just be the most terrible mistake that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

I'll just always see existing as just being unnecessary suffering, all I hope and wish for is to be gone, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'll always and only hope for the peace of non-existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is a mistake that only ever causes pain and suffering.
It truly is a mistake that only ever causes pain and suffering, it's just so terrible and dreadful to me how existing beings have been tortured as a result of this terrible existence that just causes pain and suffering, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this torturous existence as just being suffering all for the sake of it, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and it's one so cruel, terrible and dreadful, to me existence really is the problem, I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and torture of existing.

 

[absolute failure]

Funeral, i will see you on the other side

 

[Defenestration]

L'existence ne devrait jamais être imposée.
Cela n'aurait jamais dû m'être imposé ; l'existence est pour moi la plus terrible et la plus douloureuse des impositions, celle qui cause tant de mal, de cruauté et de souffrance. Quoi qu'il arrive, je préférerai toujours ne pas exister plutôt que de souffrir dans cette existence épouvantable et torturée que j'ai toujours considérée comme une erreur.

Pour moi, la non-existence est tout ce qui est désirable, mais bien sûr, je n'aurais jamais dû souffrir. Souffrir dans cette existence est un fardeau si terrible qu'il ne fait qu'engendrer toutes ces souffrances inutiles et abominables. L'existence elle-même sera toujours mon véritable problème. J'espère et je souhaite seulement ne plus jamais souffrir.

Do you have read David benatar?

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist would be suffering prevention for me.
It truly would be suffering prevention for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence where this torturous, terrible and deeply undesirable existence is finally all gone and forgotten.

I'd just never wish for the torturous abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering rather all I want is to peacefully prevent suffering through ceasing to exist, only the peace of non-existence is positive for me and is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and terrible that only ever harms existing beings.

 

[Defenestration]

Cesser d'exister serait pour moi une forme de prévention de la souffrance.
Ce serait véritablement pour moi une forme de prévention de la souffrance, car après tout, si je n'existe pas, je ne peux souffrir d'aucune manière ; il n'y a pas de souffrance dans la paix de la non-existence où cette existence torturante, terrible et profondément indésirable disparaît enfin et est oubliée.

Je ne souhaiterais jamais cette abomination de l'existence, source de souffrance et de tourments ; tout ce que je désire, c'est mettre fin paisiblement à la souffrance en cessant d'exister. Seule la paix de la non-existence est positive pour moi et représente la seule solution à tous mes problèmes dans cette existence si cruelle et terrible qui ne fait que nuire aux êtres existants.

Inexistence is better that live

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'd just never wish for this evil existence that just causes all this pain, suffering and harm rather I just want some peace.

Existence to me is just a torturous, dreadful and cruel abomination and the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful and terrible to me and all I want is peace from it all, I just wish to be free from this terrible, dreadful evil existence that just tortures existing beings and causes them to suffer with existing beings in agony every second, it's just all so evil to me, no matter what this existence should never be imposed.

 

[Defenestration]

To be born: trajedy

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence, existing will always be torturous to me and for me every second is torture to exist, I just wish for no more suffering, to be burdened with this existence is the most dreadful abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
No matter what I really would never wish for the torture, pain and suffering of existing and I'll just always see this existence as just being suffering, all I want is to never suffer in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence ever again.

I just want this terrible, cruel existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering and I'll just always see this torturous existence as only suffering, all I want is to be gone, if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase this terrible, torturous existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see this terrible existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long in this terrible, cruel existence.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this terrible, cruel existence and in this existence so terrible and torturous non-existence is just all that's positive, I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace.

To suffer in this existence is just always a terrible mistake to me and it always feels like I've suffered for so long, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish for this torturous existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, for me every second is torture to be conscious in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes all this dreadful suffering.
It truly does only ever cause all this dreadful suffering torturing existing beings and I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful that only ever brings suffering.

I'll just always see existence as the most harmful, cruel mistake, to suffer in this terrible dreadful existence is just always an abomination to me that just causes harm, I just want this terrible, cruel existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this dreadful torturous existence that just causes harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this existence rather I just want some peace, I just want to never exist again.

I just want this dreadful, evil existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this painful, terrible and deeply undesirable existence, I just want this existence to be all gone for me, for me every second is torture to exist and I wish I never suffered in this tortuous existence more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer again is all I've seen as desirable.
It truly is all I could ever see as desirable and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I envy is those who no longer exist.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel that I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what I'll just always see this painful, dreadful existence as just being torturous suffering, I just want to be gone, I just want to erase this existence, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this torturous existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering and I'll just always find it so terrible and torturous to suffer in this existence.

I just want to be gone, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I just want peace from this existence and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to never suffer again, for me only non-existence can solve everything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be glad to never exist again.
I truly would only be glad to never exist again, for me only ceasing to exist could ever be positive, in this existence so terrible, dreadful and torturous only non-existence could ever be positive for me and is all that can solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just hope for no more suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, cruel existence, I just wish for peace from the torture of existing, all that existence ever does is just cause all this terrible, dreadful harm and suffering and the suffering of existing is endless, all I could ever see as desirable is being permanently unconscious of this torturous, harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this dreadful, cruel existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.

I'd just never wish for any of this, for me every second is torture to exist and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination that only ever causes harm torturing existing beings, to me existence will just always be the problem, all I want is the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
No matter what I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous, painful existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and is all that can bring me any relief from the torture, pain and suffering of this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I truly will just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and cruel that only ever causes all this harm and suffering, I'd just never wish for any of this suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for in this existence so terrible and dreadful and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to be permanently free from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

For me eternal sleep is just all that's positive and desirable, all I want is to never suffer again, I just want peace from the torture of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil, suffering and torture in existing.
There truly is so much evil, suffering and torture in existing and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and all I want is to erase this terrible, dreadful existences I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see the abomination of existence as just being only suffering.

I just want to be free from the terrible tragic mistake of existence that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me no matter what and it's one that just harms existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering, cruelty and evil of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this terrible, evil existence as only suffering.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so evil, terrible and torturous, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me that just cause all this harm, cruelty and suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, dreadful mistake to me that just causes all this pain and torture with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
No matter what only non-existence could ever be positive for me and no matter what non-existence really is the only peace for me, I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all I see as positive, it's all that's desirable for me in this existence so terrible and cruel that only ever harms and tortures existing beings and I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence, I just want to never suffer again, I just want this existence to be erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence.
I truly would never wish for this torturous existence of dreadful suffering and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence that just causes all this suffering, cruelty and torture.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and I'd never wish for the terrible pain and suffering of existing, I just want to erase this terrible, harmful existence that should never been imposed, the existence of life really is the most dreadful, terrible tragedy that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so futile to me.
It truly is just all so futile to me, I'll always see existing as just being futile, dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence.

I just want to erase this existence that just causes harm and suffering, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and this futile existence will always just be suffering to me, I could just never see a point to any of this, it truly is just suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish to suffer in this futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this torture, cruelty and suffering, I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence and I see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

I just wish to be gone,I just wish and hope for no more suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one that just causes all this dreadful futile suffering, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

It is always torture to exist.
No matter what existing will always be torture to me, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, torturous and cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so terrible and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering.

For me existence is just always the problem, to exist means to suffer and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as such a terrible, cruel mistake, I just want peace from this torturous existence, I just want to never suffer again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering, cruelty and torture of existing, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful non-existence is just all I can see as positive.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so terrible and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake causing all this torture, harm and suffering as a result, I truly will always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence that there was never a need for in the first place.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence has only ever tortured existing beings.
It truly has only ever tortured existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and no matter what I truly will always prefer the peace of non-existence over the suffering, cruelty and torture of this terrible, dreadful existence.

All I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me and I'll just always see this existence as just being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence is just always an abomination that just causes all this cruelty harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, there's just so much evil in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so torturous and dreadful to me.
It truly is just so torturous and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so dreadful that only ever causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just hope for peace from this torturous existence of terrible suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I just want to erase this torturous, dreadful existence so it's like I've never suffered at all, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture, cruelty and suffering of existing.